spending the long weekend at TT

back here in TT for the long weekend. arrived late yesterday afternoon. the weather was quite hot and what did i do? i slept the whole day until almost time for iftar. huhu. jahat aku kan? x tolong langsung nak prepare utk berbuka. nways, will be spending the time here at my parents until sunday. today x de plan lagi nak ke mana. i guess its just gonna be a lazy saturday and lucky me cos kat umah my parents ada wifi. yesss. so i could connect to the internet and gosh.. i cld sit infront of my notebook for hours. hehe.

nothin' much to brag here. except that i might go out a bit later perhaps to bazar ramadhan ke? or singgah kedai tengok baju melayu yg murah2. i thot of gettin' one. need to buy new cos baju lama tuh mcm dah besa gituh. maklumlah, size dah kecik sket. hahaha. perasan kan? last month i weight 75kg and i need to check how much i weight now during this ramadhan. hoho.

nways, u guys hv a great weekend too ya. take care!

blog aku membosankan???

someone says my blog is aint interesting. aduuh. betul ke? mcmana nak kasik interesting ek? 8-(

ramadhan menjelma lagi...

its first day of ramadhan and first day of fasting too. my first day of fasting went well. didnt feel tired even a bit. huhu. ye lah. bukan wat keje tengah2 panas pun. dok kat opis yg berhawa dingin jer. so my fasting was smooth sailing. apa2 pun bersyukur ke hadrat Allah, sbb diberikan peluang oleh Nya untuk turut serta di bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak ini. im feeling so blessed and grateful.

hd a great iftar at home. menu - ayam masak kurma, sayur kobis dan nasik goreng. huhu. not really a galore but it was definitely a good one. i was full... burp. alhamdulillah. thanks to a good fren, who cooked the ayam masak kurma. i thot it was delicious and i was rather surprised it tastes that good. way to go fren. terima kasih daun keladi... nanti bolelah masak kurma lagi yek. huhu.

now at alif's bistro kat sek 13. saja dtg cni lepak2. busan gak dok umah. rasa safocated. need some fresh air eventho the weather is rather warm tonite. hehe. apa2 pun i could say that my day was great. hope tomorrow even better.

to all muslims out there, "happy ramadhan al-mubarak". have a good one ya.

8-)

my weight? 75kg...

yesterday i weight 75kg.  im so happy.  i think months ago my weight was around 82kg.  yippie. suka sgt.  nak turun ke 70kg plak and kalau boleh nak start pakai seluar size 30 again.  yessss!

in liverpool

its been a while. the last post was rather an emotional one. perhaps i was a bit harsh but i think i've done the right thing. i thot the silence treatment was interim, but looks like it has dragged for quite a while. huhu.  thats ok.  im fine with it. i wish the friendship cld continue on as usual but i guess i was wrong. that person must have decided to 'unfriend' me for eternally and thats cool.  i mean.. who am i to force a person to like and to love or even worst to become my friend.  i cant do that.  thats totally not right.  but i kinda miss the good ole days tho'.  yeah.. shit happens and to begin with i actually started the 'shit'. haha.  takpe lah.  let by gone be by gone kan?

here i am. in my room. typing this good ole blog away. its raining outside and its kinda cold in here. outside in the living room is my housemate's friend.  lurking on the sofa. let me tell you about this guy. he's weird.  and i think he's a freak.  he wld be watching me and laugh without no reason and that kinda piss me. and he would take a peek into my room ever time he sits on the sofa. what the hell? is he nuts or something? my room is always open to anyone.. but this guy is an exception. he scares the hell out of me.  i wish he and my housemate go out for dinner or something so that i cld be alone.  arghhhh...  camna nak buat ek?

anyways... its sunday nite and there will be new movie coming up on HBO.  at least there's something to look forward to.  otherwise, i'd be bored to death.  *sigh*.  and while typing this, i am actually listening to suzanne vega's 'in liverpool'.  dont ask me why.  kinda like the music arrangement.  mcm lagu-lagu 60an sket.  huhu.  go figure ey...

im off.  to my dear friends out there - you guys have a jolly good sunday evening ya.  esok dah keje.  oh ya.. esok ada appointment ngan dermatologist.  aduhhh.  duit lagi....  *sighhhhhhhh*

nothing compares to you ... 2

been giving enough thot about what's been going on the past few days. i am rather sad dat i was misunderstood and dat i hurt other's feeling. honestly, in whatever i do (or did), takde niat langsung nak sakitkan hati sapa-sapa pun. semuanya berlaku tanpa dirancang and apabila ianya berlaku, its already happened. there's nothing i could do to turn it back.

aku tak buang sesapa dlm hidup ini. mcm aku cakap dlm entry yg lepas, kawan susah-senang, sentiasa akan tersemat dalam sanubari aku ini. takde langsung niat nak tolak mereka ke tepi. aku bersyukur dikurniakan kwn-kwn yang menyayangi diri aku seadanya. susah nak dpt kwn-kwn yg mcm gini. im really blessed to have such frens and never would i let 'em go easily.

cuma bila keadaan agak tegang dan ianya membuatkan aku a bit sad, i think i have to lay low for a while. i think its best dat i keep my distance and stop all communications until keadaan reda. aku tak suka gaduh disebabkan oleh perkara yang aku anggap remeh dan tidak sepatutnya menjadik isu besar dalam persahabatan aku. i love my frenships and i want to keep it dat way. misunderstanding and miscommunication is not healthy. i would like them to heal fast so dat i could continue on with the frenships that has been built all these years. sayang rasanya nak buang kawan begitu saja.

to whom this may concerns "im sorry. lets stop this shit for a while".

8-(

dengkur

ni la antara masalah yang perlu aku atasi. aku tido berdengkur. i dont really know how loud my dengkur is but sometimes it does disturb others who sleep near or around me. huhu. malu ar beb.. mana la aku tau yang aku tido berdengkur. i think my snor wld be even louder if i was knackered. *sighhh*

today .. all my entries are about snor aka dengkuran. baik di blog, fb or twitter. haha. apa2 pun, yg penting aku dapat tido dengan lena. mgkin jgk ni adalah penyakit yang perlu aku ubati. what do you think?

btw, do you snor mate???

get a life..

nak kata kesian, mmg kesian.  menyampah pun ada.  entah lah.  cinta dan sayang boleh membuatkan seseorang tuh gila dan meroyan tak tentu pasal kan? hehe.  i hope i dont go to that extend should i ever fell in love and broken hearted... again.  i hd bad experienced once, hehe... i think it was 7 years ago.  i was young and fell in love with dat someone.  it was a rather long distance relationship and i thot we had something goin on.  but i was wrong.  DEAD WRONG.  haha. when we're finally broken off, i was really broken hearted.  meroyan.  meracau.  gila.  sebak. sedih. dan entah apa lagi lah.  semuanya negatif energy.  when i think of dat experience, aku rasa sedih ngan diri sendiri.  perhaps i was young but still... i need to control my feelings.  it couldnt be worse than dat.  org lain pun mengalaminya juga and they got thru it easily and maturely.  aku sepatutnya seperti itu. but lucky me, i grew up from that pathetic ordeal.  i became a better man and boleh control feeling when dealing with emosi perasaan sayang.

i wish a good buddy of mine boleh cepat sedar and move on with his life.  its sad to see him suffering and trying to hold on to a relationship dat wont get him anywhere.  puas dan dah berbuih mulut ni bercakap dan menasihat.  tapi... none were taken.  entah lah.  i think he's not thinking mature enough.  terlalu ikutkan sgt emosi dan perasaan sedih nya itu.  terlalu sangat mengharapkan kasih orang.  tak fikir langsung psl diri sendiri.  sad..  very very sad.

i guess im too tired of him.  my advice to him "get a life dude!..  grow up and get a life!" 

8-(

from hands to mouth...

kkdng kesesakan kewangan ni boleh dielakkan. i used to be so boros years back and i already paid the price. lebih 5 tahun aku mengsetelkan hutang-hutang and skang ni dah 'clear' sket. bole lah aku menarik nafas lega. *sigghhhhh*

tp masih ada kwn2 aku yg belum serik-serik dalam menguruskan kewangan mereka. not to say dat my financial is stable but at least, i now do have some savings and ada lah sedikit balance dalam saving accts at every end of the month. syukur kehadrat Allah sbb berikan aku sedikit kelebihan rezeki untuk setiap bulan.

membantu kwn2 kdang ada batasnya. dan aku sendiri cuba untuk tidak terlalu memberi setiap kali mereka meminta. but i know, if i dont help them, nanti dorg sengsara untuk habiskan ujung bulan. kkdng aku sendiri pun kena bajet sbb ada few outstanding payments yg perlu aku settlekan. tak tolong susah... tolong pun susah. hehe. but i look it at the positive side la ya. mgkin ini hari dorang, esok lusa sapa tau.. hari aku plak. but i hope hari-hari aku akan lebih ceria ngan suma pintu rezeki dibuka dan rezeki melimpah ruah tanpa henti. huhu. insya'Allah.

im not complaining, cuma nak share isi rasa hati ni. hehe. aku akan membantu setakat yg mampu. cuma kekdng tuh mmg diri sendiri dalam kesempitan, tapi nak ckap TIDAK tuh... agak susah nak luahkannya. huhu. napa ya? emm.. entah lah.

listen without prejudice

last sunday me, aj, shah, eirul, hafez dan mus went karaoke-ing kat news ktv ampang park. huhu. it was a last minute decision pagi tuh right after me and shah came back from jog.  sronok gak aktiviti karaoke nih.  klu tengah rasa tension yg amat sgt tuh, elok benar kita turun bersama kwn2 rapat dan melalak 2 - 3 jam. releasekan segala resah, gundah dan lara tuh.  tak guna simpan2. trust me, it helps.  haha.

i could see dat some of my frens have improved their singing skills tremendously. ni mesti pegi senyap2 praktis tanpa pengetahuan aku na? hihi.  apa2 pun, kita bukannya nak bertanding.  just for fun.  it doesnt matter if you are ke laut tasik china selatan sekali pun, telinga i tetap akan mendengar 'sumbangan' nyanyian tersebut without prejudice.  hehehe.

jom karaoke lagi! 8-)

nothing compares to you

tak salah aku nak ada kwn baru di SA kan? hehe. honestly, i dont have any frens here in where im currently staying. to hv found a fren dat is available to lepak with you all the time especially after work is quite nice actually. as months go by the relationship is getting closer and better and i dont see anything wrong with dat right? 8-)

mungkin ada yg tak setuju cos to them i look like im on cloud nine. huhu. mcm aku ni tengah bercinta sakan. ohhh tidak. aku cuma happy with this new fren of mine and i hope the relationship lasts. kepada kwn-kwn yang sedari dulu bersama susah senang, nangis dan ketawa, tak mungkin aku terus tolak dan buang ke tepi. i would be a fool to do dat. i love you guys dearly and persahabatan kita tidak akan terhenti di sini. nothing compares to you... just like lagu sinead o'connors. heheee..

jom urut

got few calls from this abg fauzi at Sek 7 shah alam untuk berurut ngan dia. adeh. i think the last time i berurut was months ago. dont get me wrong, abg fauzi ni mmg tukang urut professional and i think dia mmg arif dalam bidang ini. cuma tak brapa nk tahan, cos dia suka promosi kan barang2 sampingan yg dijualnyer itu. huhu. but layan jer lah.

i might go some time this week and get myself urut by him. ada yg nak ikut tak? jom... hehe.

sambung belajar? should i?

a fren sent sms to me smlm ckp nak further study. amik master. wow. good for him. it never crossed my mind to further study. dia pun suruh aku sambung belajar. he's not the first though. prior dat a colleague yg juga telah melanjutkan pelajaran but phd di universiti of London pernah ckp ngan aku. take a break, sambung la belajar for a year or two if you think dat ur work tired you down. huhu.

im thinking.. and im thinking. should i? goosh. its been a while since i pegi kelas dan dengar lecture nih. bole ke? takut pun ada. takut aku tak dpt nak cope ngan kuliah dan studies. emmm. its a good idea and i think i should take this challenge kan?

its never too late to menimba ilmu. and i think i should... we'll see. 8-)

d'casa

since last nite (friday) dah lepak kat umah my fren di ampang. to be exactly kat d'casa ampang. huhu. celcom bb kat area ni boleh tahan jgk lajunyer. takde gangguan sgt. im lovin' it. hehe. sambil tv terpasang kat depan tuh, citer doraemon, aku antara tengok dan dengar jer. tak minat sgt citer cartoon nih. tapi sesekali layan ok gak. 8-)

its saturday nite and we hv no plan just yet. nk watpe ek malam2 minggu ni? nak gi downtown kat setapak pun ok gak. check out those branded t-shirts with quite a cheap price or just pusing2 sambil bersesak-sesak sambil keluar peluh jantan. crowd sometimes cld give me a headache and thats why i try to avoid 'em.

nways, i think its gonna be a quiet nite. i think i better stay in and just enjoy the whole nite long doing nothing. aint that cool?

hv a great weekend people!

2010

sedar tak sedar.. genap satu dekad aku keje kat company nih. huhu. i know. its kinda lame. 8-)malas sebenarnya nak carik keje tempat lain cos i love what im currently doing; and on top of that i hv colleagues yg betul2 sporting and understanding. so i guess, that whats holding me from leaving this place. tipu jgk la klu aku kata aku tak pernah cuba carik keje lain. pernah. dan pernah juga dipanggil interbiu, but mgkin rezeki aku di sini dan aku terima je la seadanya. amin!

my resolution this year? ... takde sgt. im just hoping for the best. nak kan keberkatan dalam hidup aku, juga keluarga dan teman2. diberikan kesihatan yang sempurna dan terpelihara. dibukakan setiap pintu rezeki di dunia ini. dilindungi dari segala ancaman, malapetaka, bencana dan kemalangan. 8-)

moga kita semua diberkati dan dirahmati di tahun baru ini ya.

have a jolly good year 2010 people!

fido ditto

in my room. the tele is on kat ruang tamu tuh. tadi layan gak tv jap. tengok citer 'flawless'. demi moore berlakon. best gak citer tuh. and then tengok berita. yippieeee. Malaysia menang bola. i didnt know the score tho'. haha. tadi pun tengok masa tengah victory ceremony. this was the first winning after 20 years? omg. serious shit? huhu. well, better late than never la kot. nways, CONGRATS to Malaysia. well done!

esok cuti. apa plan? entah. tengah2 bulan ni tak brapa minat sgt nak wat apa2 aktiviti. keje plak skang ni makin melambak-lambak. tak habis2. suma nak URGENT. sini URGENT. sana URGENT. depan URGENT. belakang URGENT. atas URGENT. bawah URGENT. mati la weii klu mcm ginih. robot pun boleh rosak. ini kan plak manusia. lately ni mcm tak brapa nak sehat sgt badan nih. mgkin sebab cuaca pun ya. and part of it i think the workloads pun contribute gak. arghhh. TENSION uols.

i need a break la kot. nak berehat at least one week. hv the time for myself and there's so much that i need to catch up. tak pelah. biarlah aku bersusah-susah dulu.. insya'allah.. once everything dah settle.. bole lah aku bercuti-cuti Malaysia. 8-)

apa2 pun.. salam maal hijrah utk suma umat islam. have a great holiday and be good!

bye!

TGIF and its a holiday

TGIF people.

and the best thing is that selangor is on a bank holiday. huhu. bestnyer. but somehow, i still have to open up my notebook and in a way, 'working' from home. cos other states in malaysia hari ni still keje maa. sentappp! tak nak terlalu kejam sgt sampai bila ada org call me and i hv to say "aku cuti la". hehe. thats not me la ya. i will help in any ways that i can. aku bukan nak harapkan sgt menjadik pekerja cemerlang. aku ikhlas. i believe that bila kita ikhlas melakukan tugasan kita, pasti satu hari nanti ada balasan dan ganjarannya. insya'Allah.

to all the selangor-ians - selamat bercuti and make the most out of it ya. kepada yg berkerja... its friday la people. in few hours time your misery will be over. huhu.

tata...!

...and now conjunctivitis

arghh... tension betul.

dah la kena sore throat dan nak deman dua hari lepas. and then suddenly smlm kat opis terkena plak jangkita mata (conjunctivitis) - on my right eye. aduuus. kebetulan ada sorg dua dah kena sakit mata but this people rajin la plak. pegi opis. i guess becos i havent been that fit.. aku kena la jangkitan tuh kot. mencik.. mencik!!!

smlm dah gi jumpa doctor and she gave me an eye drops dan ubat gatal utk mata. mata tak sakit cuma mcm berair, berlendir ngan tahi mata, berselaput and i just dont feel comfortable. and worst thing is that my plan to go to melaka with AJ and in a hope to be presence at badril's sister wedding .. hampa.... tak kesampaian. aduuh. i felt sorry for AJ cos we have planned this since last week. and at the last minute i clndt go plak. sorry AJ. 8-(

now.. am at home alone. with nothin' much to do. mgkin klu dah ok sket i might go out and get myself some food. mcm lapar jer. had a bowl of quaker oat jer this morning. nak gi swimming kat bawah mcm takut plak nanti air swimming pool tuh contaminate. hehe. kang tak psal2 satu apartment ni kena sakit mata. huhu.

apa2 pun. its good to be lazy once in a while. i think i deserve it.. totally!!!!!!

hv a great weekend.
8-)

TGIF

bagun awal pagi nih. best sgt. tak rasa ngantok plak. sore throat pun dah semakin hilang. rasa nak demam pun dah takde. im so.. so happy. i hope today's gonna be great. better than yesterday. moga hari ku akan berjalan dengan lancar dan dipermudahkan tanpa sebarang halangan. AMIN.

i think its raining outside, dengar bunyik mcm ujan. entah. malas plak nak bangun jengok kat tingkap. haha.

you guys have a great friday ya people!

140/90

he's had a rough day at work
with sore throat and all..
feeling like havin' a fever..
loads to do..
a staff kinda pissed him off..
he's kinda upset
went to see a doctor during lunch time
the doc gave him a full check-up
taking his blood pressure..
the BP reads - 140/90
arggghh.. not good at all kan?
not good at all...
well.. at least he's BP is at border line..
still he needs to really take care of his health..
he will...
definitely

gnite all!