get a life..

nak kata kesian, mmg kesian.  menyampah pun ada.  entah lah.  cinta dan sayang boleh membuatkan seseorang tuh gila dan meroyan tak tentu pasal kan? hehe.  i hope i dont go to that extend should i ever fell in love and broken hearted... again.  i hd bad experienced once, hehe... i think it was 7 years ago.  i was young and fell in love with dat someone.  it was a rather long distance relationship and i thot we had something goin on.  but i was wrong.  DEAD WRONG.  haha. when we're finally broken off, i was really broken hearted.  meroyan.  meracau.  gila.  sebak. sedih. dan entah apa lagi lah.  semuanya negatif energy.  when i think of dat experience, aku rasa sedih ngan diri sendiri.  perhaps i was young but still... i need to control my feelings.  it couldnt be worse than dat.  org lain pun mengalaminya juga and they got thru it easily and maturely.  aku sepatutnya seperti itu. but lucky me, i grew up from that pathetic ordeal.  i became a better man and boleh control feeling when dealing with emosi perasaan sayang.

i wish a good buddy of mine boleh cepat sedar and move on with his life.  its sad to see him suffering and trying to hold on to a relationship dat wont get him anywhere.  puas dan dah berbuih mulut ni bercakap dan menasihat.  tapi... none were taken.  entah lah.  i think he's not thinking mature enough.  terlalu ikutkan sgt emosi dan perasaan sedih nya itu.  terlalu sangat mengharapkan kasih orang.  tak fikir langsung psl diri sendiri.  sad..  very very sad.

i guess im too tired of him.  my advice to him "get a life dude!..  grow up and get a life!" 

8-(

from hands to mouth...

kkdng kesesakan kewangan ni boleh dielakkan. i used to be so boros years back and i already paid the price. lebih 5 tahun aku mengsetelkan hutang-hutang and skang ni dah 'clear' sket. bole lah aku menarik nafas lega. *sigghhhhh*

tp masih ada kwn2 aku yg belum serik-serik dalam menguruskan kewangan mereka. not to say dat my financial is stable but at least, i now do have some savings and ada lah sedikit balance dalam saving accts at every end of the month. syukur kehadrat Allah sbb berikan aku sedikit kelebihan rezeki untuk setiap bulan.

membantu kwn2 kdang ada batasnya. dan aku sendiri cuba untuk tidak terlalu memberi setiap kali mereka meminta. but i know, if i dont help them, nanti dorg sengsara untuk habiskan ujung bulan. kkdng aku sendiri pun kena bajet sbb ada few outstanding payments yg perlu aku settlekan. tak tolong susah... tolong pun susah. hehe. but i look it at the positive side la ya. mgkin ini hari dorang, esok lusa sapa tau.. hari aku plak. but i hope hari-hari aku akan lebih ceria ngan suma pintu rezeki dibuka dan rezeki melimpah ruah tanpa henti. huhu. insya'Allah.

im not complaining, cuma nak share isi rasa hati ni. hehe. aku akan membantu setakat yg mampu. cuma kekdng tuh mmg diri sendiri dalam kesempitan, tapi nak ckap TIDAK tuh... agak susah nak luahkannya. huhu. napa ya? emm.. entah lah.

listen without prejudice

last sunday me, aj, shah, eirul, hafez dan mus went karaoke-ing kat news ktv ampang park. huhu. it was a last minute decision pagi tuh right after me and shah came back from jog.  sronok gak aktiviti karaoke nih.  klu tengah rasa tension yg amat sgt tuh, elok benar kita turun bersama kwn2 rapat dan melalak 2 - 3 jam. releasekan segala resah, gundah dan lara tuh.  tak guna simpan2. trust me, it helps.  haha.

i could see dat some of my frens have improved their singing skills tremendously. ni mesti pegi senyap2 praktis tanpa pengetahuan aku na? hihi.  apa2 pun, kita bukannya nak bertanding.  just for fun.  it doesnt matter if you are ke laut tasik china selatan sekali pun, telinga i tetap akan mendengar 'sumbangan' nyanyian tersebut without prejudice.  hehehe.

jom karaoke lagi! 8-)

nothing compares to you

tak salah aku nak ada kwn baru di SA kan? hehe. honestly, i dont have any frens here in where im currently staying. to hv found a fren dat is available to lepak with you all the time especially after work is quite nice actually. as months go by the relationship is getting closer and better and i dont see anything wrong with dat right? 8-)

mungkin ada yg tak setuju cos to them i look like im on cloud nine. huhu. mcm aku ni tengah bercinta sakan. ohhh tidak. aku cuma happy with this new fren of mine and i hope the relationship lasts. kepada kwn-kwn yang sedari dulu bersama susah senang, nangis dan ketawa, tak mungkin aku terus tolak dan buang ke tepi. i would be a fool to do dat. i love you guys dearly and persahabatan kita tidak akan terhenti di sini. nothing compares to you... just like lagu sinead o'connors. heheee..

jom urut

got few calls from this abg fauzi at Sek 7 shah alam untuk berurut ngan dia. adeh. i think the last time i berurut was months ago. dont get me wrong, abg fauzi ni mmg tukang urut professional and i think dia mmg arif dalam bidang ini. cuma tak brapa nk tahan, cos dia suka promosi kan barang2 sampingan yg dijualnyer itu. huhu. but layan jer lah.

i might go some time this week and get myself urut by him. ada yg nak ikut tak? jom... hehe.

sambung belajar? should i?

a fren sent sms to me smlm ckp nak further study. amik master. wow. good for him. it never crossed my mind to further study. dia pun suruh aku sambung belajar. he's not the first though. prior dat a colleague yg juga telah melanjutkan pelajaran but phd di universiti of London pernah ckp ngan aku. take a break, sambung la belajar for a year or two if you think dat ur work tired you down. huhu.

im thinking.. and im thinking. should i? goosh. its been a while since i pegi kelas dan dengar lecture nih. bole ke? takut pun ada. takut aku tak dpt nak cope ngan kuliah dan studies. emmm. its a good idea and i think i should take this challenge kan?

its never too late to menimba ilmu. and i think i should... we'll see. 8-)

d'casa

since last nite (friday) dah lepak kat umah my fren di ampang. to be exactly kat d'casa ampang. huhu. celcom bb kat area ni boleh tahan jgk lajunyer. takde gangguan sgt. im lovin' it. hehe. sambil tv terpasang kat depan tuh, citer doraemon, aku antara tengok dan dengar jer. tak minat sgt citer cartoon nih. tapi sesekali layan ok gak. 8-)

its saturday nite and we hv no plan just yet. nk watpe ek malam2 minggu ni? nak gi downtown kat setapak pun ok gak. check out those branded t-shirts with quite a cheap price or just pusing2 sambil bersesak-sesak sambil keluar peluh jantan. crowd sometimes cld give me a headache and thats why i try to avoid 'em.

nways, i think its gonna be a quiet nite. i think i better stay in and just enjoy the whole nite long doing nothing. aint that cool?

hv a great weekend people!