i quit

its almost half 6. im still in the office. its quite gloomy outside. i bet its raining. i couldnt be bothered to go near the window and take a closer look. heh. i could see clearly from my desk that it is pitch black outside. arghh. whatever lah. im gonna stick a while. do a bit of work and perhaps some internet browsing. huhu. thank god the internet is working fine. 8-)

oh ya. i almost forgot. i have deactivated my fb. no specific reason just cause. haha. but i will have a new one tho'. comin' up soon. just be patience k. few frens have called and texted me asking what happen to my fb? why did i cancel it and stuff like that. emm. honestly, i dont quite comfortable using my 'real-name' on the internet. too many questions were asked about 'SUN' (my full name in short) and i think i've had enough. it sounds stupid but with loads of things going on right now, i think i cant afford to 'explain' where the name came from and shait like that. full-stop. sorry guys. but like i said, i'll come up with a new one. its still under construction. hehe. 8-)

...and one more thing, i wanna quit becoming a 'charity' emcee. huhu. i had contributed my 'service' to few events organised by the company that im working with. i think its time time for me to step down. honestly, i had fun doing it. i had gained lots of experiences and my level of confidence has tremendously developed along the way. my communication skill has somewhat improved and i think its getting better and better. is it? haha. thanks to those who believed in me and gave me that opportunity of a life time. i really appreciate it. i guess i have a change of heart. i dont feel like doing it anymore. it doesnt generate somekind of income to me. so why bother? i should start focusing on my work. cos this is what matters. i'd be evaluated for my job performance and not for some 'charity' tasks that i do. would u agree with me? heh.

while im writing, its 10min after 7. i should stop here. its still raining outside. *sigh*. rain gives me the blues people, and im absolutely feeling 'blue' right now. haha.
i should start packing my stuff, into the rain and drive home. totally!

im outta here babe...
8-)

introducing "suziemclean"

feel free to read and browse thru' my little sister's blog : http://suziemclean.wordpress.com

obviously, her english is way off better than mine. so you cant really compare us. she's a journalist (with nstp) for god sake! huhu. im tryin' my best tho' to think, write and speak in english whenever i can. and im gettin' there.. eventually. 8-)

now am at home. the tv's on but im not watching. hehe. while typing this i actually listen to mariah's "cant take that away" on youtube. what? mariah? again? huhu. i cant help it people. this week is mariah's week. i'll change to a different artist / singer next week ok. deal?

new portfolio

i got this news last week, thursday before i left for jb. was i surprise? kind of. a bit. i didnt really expect to get such a portfolio. its quite a big responsibility and requires lots of analysis and creative-thinking; like i know how to deal with it? dughh. huhu. but i guess i should give it a go right? who knows? i might excel and hopefully develop my career to the max. wahhh gituh! 8-)

wish me all the best ya.

i think its gonna be good. i could feel it... yeah!

*sighhh...*

after tonite

i just love this mariah's song. but i think it didnt quite make it to the chart. hehe. never mind la. hope you like it too.

oh btw, thanks so much to mus and din for coming over to my teratak pinky. pls come again. next time around ajak si badril tuh sekali taw. 8-)

...n this song definitely goes to mus. huhu.

busan

im bored
i need to be entertained
can u do dat?
8-)

M.S.S.

Mandatory Separation Scheme? wow! is it true? when? arghh...

with the current economic recession and instability, im not surprise if some organisations in Malaysia will take such approach to reduce its number of staff. *sighhh...* i just wish that my present company will not anticipate to take such action. huhu.

but if it does happen, i'll be really broken hearted and pray to God that i wont be in the list. arghh.. takut siot!

after all, its just a stupid 'rumours'... so why worry??

8+)

kunyithitam

this afternoon i was quite surprised to receive an e-mail from 'kunyithitam'. i was wondering who could she be? it turned out that she is kak ana. a long lost fren from my childhood years. she's more like a family fren back in the 80's. we're neighbours. she's the same age with my big brother - chuck. i remember always tagging along with my brothers and hanging out at her place. our favourite game was monopoly. hehe. i always had a great time hanging out with her and her younger sister, ayu. her mom, che' molek was very kind and sweet. i bet she still is adorable. 8-)

but one day, kak ana's dad (pakcik raman) passed away. i didnt exactly remember what or when it happened. the next thing i knew, kak ana and her family were gone. they didnt live next door anymore. i was a bit sad but deep down inside, still hoping that i'd see her again some day.

... and that some day was today. cool. its awesome to know that kak ana still remember me and my family. this is almost like a 'jejak kasih' thingy. hehe. im sure that my parents will be very happy to know about this 'reunion'. huhu.

kak ana still cute and comel mcm dulu jgk.

its panicky tuesday

i slept rather early last nite. few text messages came in but i totally ignored 'em. i was kinda tired after doing my laundry. 4 t-shirts, 3 underwears, a pair of socks, one hanky and one khakis pants. huhu. all washed 'manually'. yup! i washed them using my bare hands cos i dont own a washing machine yet. arghhhhh! well, i dont really mind it actually. mencangkung while brushing away the clothes, then washed and rinsed 'em like 3 - 4 times; its quite a workout i would say. huhu. keep me fit and healthy. bole pakai tak statement itew? 8-)

my point is (and i do have one..), im still late. hahaha. entah la. i just took my own sweet time to get up from bed, get into my towel, brush my teeth, shave that unwanted 'hair' on my face, take a shower and put on my best shirt and pants for the day. then, down the stairs to the parking lot. panaskan my car engine for like 5 minutes and baru lah off to work. huhu. this is what happens if you live too close to your office. but, this is just temporary. i'll be back on my 'early bird' routine very soon. you bet!!!

:+)

shut your face!

i dont feel like 'bloggin' today dude. i might as well shut-my-face-up...!