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spending the long weekend at TT

2010-08-27T21:18:00.000-07:00

back here in TT for the long weekend. arrived late yesterday afternoon. the weather was quite hot and what did i do? i slept the whole day until almost time for iftar. huhu. jahat aku kan? x tolong langsung nak prepare utk berbuka. nways, will be spending the time here at my parents until sunday. today x de plan lagi nak ke mana. i guess its just gonna be a lazy saturday and lucky me cos kat umah my parents ada wifi. yesss. so i could connect to the internet and gosh.. i cld sit infront of my notebook for hours. hehe.

nothin' much to brag here. except that i might go out a bit later perhaps to bazar ramadhan ke? or singgah kedai tengok baju melayu yg murah2. i thot of gettin' one. need to buy new cos baju lama tuh mcm dah besa gituh. maklumlah, size dah kecik sket. hahaha. perasan kan? last month i weight 75kg and i need to check how much i weight now during this ramadhan. hoho.

nways, u guys hv a great weekend too ya. take care!

blog aku membosankan???

2010-08-11T17:54:00.000-07:00

someone says my blog is aint interesting. aduuh. betul ke? mcmana nak kasik interesting ek? 8-(

ramadhan menjelma lagi...

2010-08-11T08:02:00.000-07:00

its first day of ramadhan and first day of fasting too. my first day of fasting went well. didnt feel tired even a bit. huhu. ye lah. bukan wat keje tengah2 panas pun. dok kat opis yg berhawa dingin jer. so my fasting was smooth sailing. apa2 pun bersyukur ke hadrat Allah, sbb diberikan peluang oleh Nya untuk turut serta di bulan Ramadhan Al-Mubarak ini. im feeling so blessed and grateful.

hd a great iftar at home. menu - ayam masak kurma, sayur kobis dan nasik goreng. huhu. not really a galore but it was definitely a good one. i was full... burp. alhamdulillah. thanks to a good fren, who cooked the ayam masak kurma. i thot it was delicious and i was rather surprised it tastes that good. way to go fren. terima kasih daun keladi... nanti bolelah masak kurma lagi yek. huhu.

now at alif's bistro kat sek 13. saja dtg cni lepak2. busan gak dok umah. rasa safocated. need some fresh air eventho the weather is rather warm tonite. hehe. apa2 pun i could say that my day was great. hope tomorrow even better.

to all muslims out there, "happy ramadhan al-mubarak". have a good one ya.

8-)

my weight? 75kg...

2010-07-25T05:56:00.000-07:00

yesterday i weight 75kg. im so happy. i think months ago my weight was around 82kg. yippie. suka sgt. nak turun ke 70kg plak and kalau boleh nak start pakai seluar size 30 again. yessss!

in liverpool

2010-07-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

its been a while. the last post was rather an emotional one. perhaps i was a bit harsh but i think i've done the right thing. i thot the silence treatment was interim, but looks like it has dragged for quite a while. huhu. thats ok. im fine with it. i wish the friendship cld continue on as usual but i guess i was wrong. that person must have decided to 'unfriend' me for eternally and thats cool. i mean.. who am i to force a person to like and to love or even worst to become my friend. i cant do that. thats totally not right. but i kinda miss the good ole days tho'. yeah.. shit happens and to begin with i actually started the 'shit'. haha. takpe lah. let by gone be by gone kan?

here i am. in my room. typing this good ole blog away. its raining outside and its kinda cold in here. outside in the living room is my housemate's friend. lurking on the sofa. let me tell you about this guy. he's weird. and i think he's a freak. he wld be watching me and laugh without no reason and that kinda piss me. and he would take a peek into my room ever time he sits on the sofa. what the hell? is he nuts or something? my room is always open to anyone.. but this guy is an exception. he scares the hell out of me. i wish he and my housemate go out for dinner or something so that i cld be alone. arghhhh... camna nak buat ek?

anyways... its sunday nite and there will be new movie coming up on HBO. at least there's something to look forward to. otherwise, i'd be bored to death. *sigh*. and while typing this, i am actually listening to suzanne vega's 'in liverpool'. dont ask me why. kinda like the music arrangement. mcm lagu-lagu 60an sket. huhu. go figure ey...

im off. to my dear friends out there - you guys have a jolly good sunday evening ya. esok dah keje. oh ya.. esok ada appointment ngan dermatologist. aduhhh. duit lagi.... *sighhhhhhhh*

nothing compares to you ... 2

2010-06-11T00:00:00.000-07:00

been giving enough thot about what's been going on the past few days. i am rather sad dat i was misunderstood and dat i hurt other's feeling. honestly, in whatever i do (or did), takde niat langsung nak sakitkan hati sapa-sapa pun. semuanya berlaku tanpa dirancang and apabila ianya berlaku, its already happened. there's nothing i could do to turn it back.

aku tak buang sesapa dlm hidup ini. mcm aku cakap dlm entry yg lepas, kawan susah-senang, sentiasa akan tersemat dalam sanubari aku ini. takde langsung niat nak tolak mereka ke tepi. aku bersyukur dikurniakan kwn-kwn yang menyayangi diri aku seadanya. susah nak dpt kwn-kwn yg mcm gini. im really blessed to have such frens and never would i let 'em go easily.

cuma bila keadaan agak tegang dan ianya membuatkan aku a bit sad, i think i have to lay low for a while. i think its best dat i keep my distance and stop all communications until keadaan reda. aku tak suka gaduh disebabkan oleh perkara yang aku anggap remeh dan tidak sepatutnya menjadik isu besar dalam persahabatan aku. i love my frenships and i want to keep it dat way. misunderstanding and miscommunication is not healthy. i would like them to heal fast so dat i could continue on with the frenships that has been built all these years. sayang rasanya nak buang kawan begitu saja.

to whom this may concerns "im sorry. lets stop this shit for a while".

8-(

dengkur

2010-06-10T00:54:00.001-07:00

ni la antara masalah yang perlu aku atasi. aku tido berdengkur. i dont really know how loud my dengkur is but sometimes it does disturb others who sleep near or around me. huhu. malu ar beb.. mana la aku tau yang aku tido berdengkur. i think my snor wld be even louder if i was knackered. *sighhh*

today .. all my entries are about snor aka dengkuran. baik di blog, fb or twitter. haha. apa2 pun, yg penting aku dapat tido dengan lena. mgkin jgk ni adalah penyakit yang perlu aku ubati. what do you think?

btw, do you snor mate???

get a life..

2010-06-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

nak kata kesian, mmg kesian. menyampah pun ada. entah lah. cinta dan sayang boleh membuatkan seseorang tuh gila dan meroyan tak tentu pasal kan? hehe. i hope i dont go to that extend should i ever fell in love and broken hearted... again. i hd bad experienced once, hehe... i think it was 7 years ago. i was young and fell in love with dat someone. it was a rather long distance relationship and i thot we had something goin on. but i was wrong. DEAD WRONG. haha. when we're finally broken off, i was really broken hearted. meroyan. meracau. gila. sebak. sedih. dan entah apa lagi lah. semuanya negatif energy. when i think of dat experience, aku rasa sedih ngan diri sendiri. perhaps i was young but still... i need to control my feelings. it couldnt be worse than dat. org lain pun mengalaminya juga and they got thru it easily and maturely. aku sepatutnya seperti itu. but lucky me, i grew up from that pathetic ordeal. i became a better man and boleh control feeling when dealing with emosi perasaan sayang.

i wish a good buddy of mine boleh cepat sedar and move on with his life. its sad to see him suffering and trying to hold on to a relationship dat wont get him anywhere. puas dan dah berbuih mulut ni bercakap dan menasihat. tapi... none were taken. entah lah. i think he's not thinking mature enough. terlalu ikutkan sgt emosi dan perasaan sedih nya itu. terlalu sangat mengharapkan kasih orang. tak fikir langsung psl diri sendiri. sad.. very very sad.

i guess im too tired of him. my advice to him "get a life dude!.. grow up and get a life!"

8-(

from hands to mouth...

2010-06-09T01:31:00.001-07:00

kkdng kesesakan kewangan ni boleh dielakkan. i used to be so boros years back and i already paid the price. lebih 5 tahun aku mengsetelkan hutang-hutang and skang ni dah 'clear' sket. bole lah aku menarik nafas lega. *sigghhhhh*

tp masih ada kwn2 aku yg belum serik-serik dalam menguruskan kewangan mereka. not to say dat my financial is stable but at least, i now do have some savings and ada lah sedikit balance dalam saving accts at every end of the month. syukur kehadrat Allah sbb berikan aku sedikit kelebihan rezeki untuk setiap bulan.

membantu kwn2 kdang ada batasnya. dan aku sendiri cuba untuk tidak terlalu memberi setiap kali mereka meminta. but i know, if i dont help them, nanti dorg sengsara untuk habiskan ujung bulan. kkdng aku sendiri pun kena bajet sbb ada few outstanding payments yg perlu aku settlekan. tak tolong susah... tolong pun susah. hehe. but i look it at the positive side la ya. mgkin ini hari dorang, esok lusa sapa tau.. hari aku plak. but i hope hari-hari aku akan lebih ceria ngan suma pintu rezeki dibuka dan rezeki melimpah ruah tanpa henti. huhu. insya'Allah.

im not complaining, cuma nak share isi rasa hati ni. hehe. aku akan membantu setakat yg mampu. cuma kekdng tuh mmg diri sendiri dalam kesempitan, tapi nak ckap TIDAK tuh... agak susah nak luahkannya. huhu. napa ya? emm.. entah lah.

listen without prejudice

2010-06-08T06:17:00.000-07:00

last sunday me, aj, shah, eirul, hafez dan mus went karaoke-ing kat news ktv ampang park. huhu. it was a last minute decision pagi tuh right after me and shah came back from jog. sronok gak aktiviti karaoke nih. klu tengah rasa tension yg amat sgt tuh, elok benar kita turun bersama kwn2 rapat dan melalak 2 - 3 jam. releasekan segala resah, gundah dan lara tuh. tak guna simpan2. trust me, it helps. haha.

i could see dat some of my frens have improved their singing skills tremendously. ni mesti pegi senyap2 praktis tanpa pengetahuan aku na? hihi. apa2 pun, kita bukannya nak bertanding. just for fun. it doesnt matter if you are ke laut tasik china selatan sekali pun, telinga i tetap akan mendengar 'sumbangan' nyanyian tersebut without prejudice. hehehe.

jom karaoke lagi! 8-)

nothing compares to you

2010-06-07T20:49:00.000-07:00

tak salah aku nak ada kwn baru di SA kan? hehe. honestly, i dont have any frens here in where im currently staying. to hv found a fren dat is available to lepak with you all the time especially after work is quite nice actually. as months go by the relationship is getting closer and better and i dont see anything wrong with dat right? 8-)

mungkin ada yg tak setuju cos to them i look like im on cloud nine. huhu. mcm aku ni tengah bercinta sakan. ohhh tidak. aku cuma happy with this new fren of mine and i hope the relationship lasts. kepada kwn-kwn yang sedari dulu bersama susah senang, nangis dan ketawa, tak mungkin aku terus tolak dan buang ke tepi. i would be a fool to do dat. i love you guys dearly and persahabatan kita tidak akan terhenti di sini. nothing compares to you... just like lagu sinead o'connors. heheee..

jom urut

2010-06-07T02:24:00.000-07:00

got few calls from this abg fauzi at Sek 7 shah alam untuk berurut ngan dia. adeh. i think the last time i berurut was months ago. dont get me wrong, abg fauzi ni mmg tukang urut professional and i think dia mmg arif dalam bidang ini. cuma tak brapa nk tahan, cos dia suka promosi kan barang2 sampingan yg dijualnyer itu. huhu. but layan jer lah.

i might go some time this week and get myself urut by him. ada yg nak ikut tak? jom... hehe.

sambung belajar? should i?

2010-03-29T03:21:00.000-07:00

a fren sent sms to me smlm ckp nak further study. amik master. wow. good for him. it never crossed my mind to further study. dia pun suruh aku sambung belajar. he's not the first though. prior dat a colleague yg juga telah melanjutkan pelajaran but phd di universiti of London pernah ckp ngan aku. take a break, sambung la belajar for a year or two if you think dat ur work tired you down. huhu.

im thinking.. and im thinking. should i? goosh. its been a while since i pegi kelas dan dengar lecture nih. bole ke? takut pun ada. takut aku tak dpt nak cope ngan kuliah dan studies. emmm. its a good idea and i think i should take this challenge kan?

its never too late to menimba ilmu. and i think i should... we'll see. 8-)

d'casa

2010-01-09T03:36:00.000-08:00

since last nite (friday) dah lepak kat umah my fren di ampang. to be exactly kat d'casa ampang. huhu. celcom bb kat area ni boleh tahan jgk lajunyer. takde gangguan sgt. im lovin' it. hehe. sambil tv terpasang kat depan tuh, citer doraemon, aku antara tengok dan dengar jer. tak minat sgt citer cartoon nih. tapi sesekali layan ok gak. 8-)

its saturday nite and we hv no plan just yet. nk watpe ek malam2 minggu ni? nak gi downtown kat setapak pun ok gak. check out those branded t-shirts with quite a cheap price or just pusing2 sambil bersesak-sesak sambil keluar peluh jantan. crowd sometimes cld give me a headache and thats why i try to avoid 'em.

nways, i think its gonna be a quiet nite. i think i better stay in and just enjoy the whole nite long doing nothing. aint that cool?

hv a great weekend people!

2010

2010-01-06T05:27:00.000-08:00

sedar tak sedar.. genap satu dekad aku keje kat company nih. huhu. i know. its kinda lame. 8-)malas sebenarnya nak carik keje tempat lain cos i love what im currently doing; and on top of that i hv colleagues yg betul2 sporting and understanding. so i guess, that whats holding me from leaving this place. tipu jgk la klu aku kata aku tak pernah cuba carik keje lain. pernah. dan pernah juga dipanggil interbiu, but mgkin rezeki aku di sini dan aku terima je la seadanya. amin!

my resolution this year? ... takde sgt. im just hoping for the best. nak kan keberkatan dalam hidup aku, juga keluarga dan teman2. diberikan kesihatan yang sempurna dan terpelihara. dibukakan setiap pintu rezeki di dunia ini. dilindungi dari segala ancaman, malapetaka, bencana dan kemalangan. 8-)

moga kita semua diberkati dan dirahmati di tahun baru ini ya.

have a jolly good year 2010 people!

fido ditto

2009-12-17T05:35:00.000-08:00

in my room. the tele is on kat ruang tamu tuh. tadi layan gak tv jap. tengok citer 'flawless'. demi moore berlakon. best gak citer tuh. and then tengok berita. yippieeee. Malaysia menang bola. i didnt know the score tho'. haha. tadi pun tengok masa tengah victory ceremony. this was the first winning after 20 years? omg. serious shit? huhu. well, better late than never la kot. nways, CONGRATS to Malaysia. well done!

esok cuti. apa plan? entah. tengah2 bulan ni tak brapa minat sgt nak wat apa2 aktiviti. keje plak skang ni makin melambak-lambak. tak habis2. suma nak URGENT. sini URGENT. sana URGENT. depan URGENT. belakang URGENT. atas URGENT. bawah URGENT. mati la weii klu mcm ginih. robot pun boleh rosak. ini kan plak manusia. lately ni mcm tak brapa nak sehat sgt badan nih. mgkin sebab cuaca pun ya. and part of it i think the workloads pun contribute gak. arghhh. TENSION uols.

i need a break la kot. nak berehat at least one week. hv the time for myself and there's so much that i need to catch up. tak pelah. biarlah aku bersusah-susah dulu.. insya'allah.. once everything dah settle.. bole lah aku bercuti-cuti Malaysia. 8-)

apa2 pun.. salam maal hijrah utk suma umat islam. have a great holiday and be good!

bye!

TGIF and its a holiday

2009-12-10T19:33:00.000-08:00

TGIF people.

and the best thing is that selangor is on a bank holiday. huhu. bestnyer. but somehow, i still have to open up my notebook and in a way, 'working' from home. cos other states in malaysia hari ni still keje maa. sentappp! tak nak terlalu kejam sgt sampai bila ada org call me and i hv to say "aku cuti la". hehe. thats not me la ya. i will help in any ways that i can. aku bukan nak harapkan sgt menjadik pekerja cemerlang. aku ikhlas. i believe that bila kita ikhlas melakukan tugasan kita, pasti satu hari nanti ada balasan dan ganjarannya. insya'Allah.

to all the selangor-ians - selamat bercuti and make the most out of it ya. kepada yg berkerja... its friday la people. in few hours time your misery will be over. huhu.

tata...!

...and now conjunctivitis

2009-12-04T19:15:00.000-08:00

arghh... tension betul.

dah la kena sore throat dan nak deman dua hari lepas. and then suddenly smlm kat opis terkena plak jangkita mata (conjunctivitis) - on my right eye. aduuus. kebetulan ada sorg dua dah kena sakit mata but this people rajin la plak. pegi opis. i guess becos i havent been that fit.. aku kena la jangkitan tuh kot. mencik.. mencik!!!

smlm dah gi jumpa doctor and she gave me an eye drops dan ubat gatal utk mata. mata tak sakit cuma mcm berair, berlendir ngan tahi mata, berselaput and i just dont feel comfortable. and worst thing is that my plan to go to melaka with AJ and in a hope to be presence at badril's sister wedding .. hampa.... tak kesampaian. aduuh. i felt sorry for AJ cos we have planned this since last week. and at the last minute i clndt go plak. sorry AJ. 8-(

now.. am at home alone. with nothin' much to do. mgkin klu dah ok sket i might go out and get myself some food. mcm lapar jer. had a bowl of quaker oat jer this morning. nak gi swimming kat bawah mcm takut plak nanti air swimming pool tuh contaminate. hehe. kang tak psal2 satu apartment ni kena sakit mata. huhu.

apa2 pun. its good to be lazy once in a while. i think i deserve it.. totally!!!!!!

hv a great weekend.
8-)

TGIF

2009-12-03T15:18:00.000-08:00

bagun awal pagi nih. best sgt. tak rasa ngantok plak. sore throat pun dah semakin hilang. rasa nak demam pun dah takde. im so.. so happy. i hope today's gonna be great. better than yesterday. moga hari ku akan berjalan dengan lancar dan dipermudahkan tanpa sebarang halangan. AMIN.

i think its raining outside, dengar bunyik mcm ujan. entah. malas plak nak bangun jengok kat tingkap. haha.

you guys have a great friday ya people!

140/90

2009-12-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

he's had a rough day at work
with sore throat and all..
feeling like havin' a fever..
loads to do..
a staff kinda pissed him off..
he's kinda upset
went to see a doctor during lunch time
the doc gave him a full check-up
taking his blood pressure..
the BP reads - 140/90
arggghh.. not good at all kan?
not good at all...
well.. at least he's BP is at border line..
still he needs to really take care of his health..
he will...
definitely

gnite all!

the fame monster

2009-12-02T06:44:00.000-08:00

korang minat tak lady gaga??

tetiba jer aku jdk mcm minat giler kat lagu terbaru lady gaga - bad romance. video clip dia mmg best. suka tengok gelagat dia yg kecik molek dan agak sexy tuh. haha. i kinda fall in love with her. she's cute and talented. in fact now, i tengah layan bad romance kat youtube. haha. sebelum tido mesti nak kena dengar lagu LG nih jap. then baru leh lena. im serious people. 8-)

i hv yet to buy her latest cd - the fame monster - tho'. mgkin nak gi beli la esok ke.. lusa ke. hehe. cos skang ni mcm dah jarang sgt gi beli cd-cd lagu nih. except last week i went to midvalley with my usual lepak geng dan secara tak sengaja terjengah ke 'speedy video' and i saw madonna's celebration compilation. ada 2 cds and they are selling it at rm40. emm... apa lagi. zaaast. aku amik dan terus beratur ke kaunter bayaran. huhu. that's me. tak bnyk kerenah. tak perlu pusing2 sampai 1 jam utk carik sesuatu. once i've seen it, it's got my attention, i like it, i grab it and i pay it. as simple as dat. 8-)

now i asyik pasang lagu madonna jer dlm kete. beshhhh. tapi once lady gaga is in the house... emm, its gonna be a tough choice cos i love both of 'em. huhu. mana satu nak pilih ek... the material girl or the fame monster? help me please.

8-)

kesian dia..

2009-11-30T02:42:00.000-08:00

kesian blog ku
dah lama menyepi
dah lama tak berisi
dah lama usang tak ku jengok
dah tak ku kenal lagi baunya
dah tak ku kenal lagi hatinya

kesian blog ku
kesian.. kesian sangat
tak tahu nak kata apa
tak tahu nak cerita apa
tak tahu nak mengumpat apa

kesian blog ku
ku biar sendirian
ku biarkan telanjang
ku biar kesejukan
ku biar .. dan ku biar..
kejamnya aku

kesian dia...!

salam ramadhan

2009-08-19T20:08:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah. sekali lagi kita berkesempatan untuk sama-sama menunaikan puasa di bulan Ramadhan yang bakal tiba nanti. moga Ramadhan pada kali ini memberi keinsafan dan keberkatan kepada kita semua. Insya'Allah.

8-)

stop and look at the sign!

2009-08-13T19:02:00.000-07:00

the other day, me and my colleague jai went to kinrara R&R for satay sahmuri. it was a last minute decision and we dashed there right after work. heehe. it was a quick dinner and since it was already maghrib and quite gloomy, we decided to leave. jai drove up back to cheras and i had to make a U turn to persanda.

on the way home, i stopped at the nearest petronas station for gas and a quick pee. huhu. after i filled up my tank, i headed on to the loo. as i walked in, i saw 3 vacant cubicles but there was no urinal area. i thot to myself "hmm... wierd. normally, there is urinal area in gents toilet". but "who cares". hehe. so i pulled myself in one of the cubicles and did my business. but the thot still linger in my mind. it was pretty quiet that nite cos there was not many cars stopped at the station nor people coming in to use the loo. i took my own sweet time and once finished i walked slowly towards my car. half way i stopped and turned back to the loo. and thot "i must've used the ladies just now" huhu. and guess what? my thot was right. what was i thinking? i didnt even look at the sign and just walked into the ladies. hehe.. what happen if there was a woman inside one of the cubicles? OMG. i was such an ars. mesti dorang ingat aku ni pervert kan? i really hope nobody saw me that nite. argghh. malu siot. apa lagi.. i quickly ran to my car and sped off. hahaa.. maluuuuuuuuuuu!

lesson learnt. heeee. stop and look at the 'gender' sign before you enter...!

aku anak merdeka...

2009-08-11T20:30:00.001-07:00

mak begitu tekun sekali menjahit jalur gemilang untuk digantung di perkarangan umah kami di TT. hehe. this has been an annual thingy for my parents. they will definitely gantung jalur gemilang in front of our house in TT. aku bangga sangat ngan my parents cos semangat patriotik dan sayang kan Malaysia tak pernah luntur. *sigh..*

and im truly proud to be anak pak uda dan mak andak. rasa nak nangis pun ada jgk bila nengok mak begitu tekun menjahit kelim tepi jalur gemilang itu. mak penah bercerita betapa susahnya hidup mereka pada era sebelum Merdeka. banyak sgt kekurangan. insaf kalau dengar cerita kisah-kisah dulu. betapa untungnya kita dilahirkan sebagai anak yang sudah merdeka. everything is in place and we dont really have to perjuangkan apa-apa lagi. dont you agree?

sayang mak dan ayah. really proud of you two... muaaaah!

btw, ni adalah minamicha (one of the 9 cats kat TT) tengah menyusu kittens-nyer yg comel itew. from left : olen, kelabu, kak long (sbb yg sulong keluar) dan pak tam. huhu.. happy merdeka to them too!

8-)

persanda here i come...

2009-07-27T21:20:00.000-07:00

at last, my dream comes true. wahhh gituh. haha. i've got the keys to the apartment and i could start moving in any time soon. yessss. goodbye BS. goodbye my sweet 'teratak pinky'. its a bit sad to leave BS but i have too; cause the water problem is never ending story lah. sedey sgt...!

hopefully persanda will be a better place for me to live in. Insya'Allah. wish me good luck ya guys.

8-)

im a swimmer

2009-07-12T22:50:00.000-07:00

its good to know that now i could actually 'swim'. macam tak percaya jer but its true. i already proved it to my frens during the sessi berendam at shah's apartment swimming pool in ampang last weekend. yesss! haha. i could do better with more regular praktis and improve my technics of swimming. AWAS ko mus...! 8-)

i know im a bit on a 'slower' side, when swimming along with my frens... but who cares? im not competing with anyboday. im just gonna take my own sweet time enjoying the laps at my own pace. i used to be scared of the water but not anymore. best sangat! *sigh...* thanks to mus for the swimming tips and a big thanks to shah for inviting me to berenang kat swimming pool umah dia yg agak lusuh tapi masih meletop itew. thanksss...!

me and dua ekor dugong...!

8-)

do you remember the time - MJ

2009-07-06T21:36:00.001-07:00

kak long texted me a message in the early dawn of 26-jun-09. her text were "MJ died of cardiac arrest confirmed by NBC". i was surprised and a bit sad. tapi tidaklah sampai menangis. hehe. its quite a big deal for my siblings to receive such a news cos most of them listened to MJ since the years of Jackson 5.

im not really a big fan of the King of Pop but i do listen to his music. i would say that i do love few of his songs - remember the time, liberian girl, the way you make me feel, black or white, i just cant stop loving you... among few others. basically i listen to all the songs in MJ's BAD album. huhu. BAD was definitely the best album.. in my opinion lah. 8-)

now, listening back to his hits on the radio and watching his greatest music vidoes on channel [v] or MTV just bring me back to those years. i was still in my early age.. mind you. haha. but somehow MJ's music had touched me in many ways. i love his songs and lyrics. his dance and moon-walking was absolutely phenomena. his music videos were awesome, different and truely unforgetable. hehe. not to forget his skin color transformation and the plastic surgery. he's a wacko indeed but that what makes MJ special and unique. setuju tak? heee.

well... *sigh*

yup. he's gone to soon but his legacy lives on.

Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel

2009-06-23T00:50:00.000-07:00

she's backkkkkk....! hehe.

Mariah Carey “Obsessed” has officially leaked and its already available on youtube, etc. but i didnt get the chance to listen to it yet. oh darnn! anways... just so you know that the song will be featured on the diva’s upcoming album called “Memoirs of An Imperfect Angel” that will drop on August 25th. coooool.. i cant wait!

mus... i love her album title. its so youuuuuu...!

8-)

persanda

2009-06-18T20:44:00.000-07:00

i hv made a survey and i found this service apartment called Persanda at sek 13 shah alam. easy access from Federal Highway, NKVE & North South Highway. Very near to Tesco Extra & Giant. Upcoming university (MSU) nearby. Facilities include swimming pool, badminton court, elevator access, 24-hours security, shops, etc. huhu. i went there with my colleague last monday and it looks nice from outside. the apartment is quite new and all tenants just moved in. managed to get a number of one owner and i called her a couple of days back. the malay owner put the price of rental at RM1k and said it is still negotiable. hmm... mahal jugak kan??

i hv spoken to my sister (kak long) about this and she said she'll think about it. she seems not too keen as she has made plan to move in with her friends perhaps end of the year. *sigh..* so i guess i hv to put the relocation plan on hold. thats ok. perhaps next time.

but unfortunately i have set my mind on Persanda. hehehe.. macamana tuh??

BS is here to stay or to go??

2009-06-15T22:18:00.000-07:00

its been almost a month now that my umah sewa in BS has very limited water supply. its very frustrating. ever since i moved in to BS last year July, the water pressure was low but still activities membasuh, mandi, berendam, menyelam, berenang, memasak (ado?) and etc, could be done. it started when the AJK at my block decided to clean the water tank as they claimed the water was 'dirty'. fineee!! now, the water is 'clean' but the pressure is even worst. it will take forever just to fill up a cerek and you'd kill yourself when filling up a baldi or even that 1 gallon (ye ke??) tong hitam itew. the water will say "YOU WAIT THERE FOR ETERNALLY". sentapp...!!!

so... i am now contemplating to move out from BS. huhu. migrate to a better place to live in and good environment. preferrably areas that has a multi-racial community. BS full of malays and honestly, im not quite comfortable with that. perhaps becos i am not a 'malay' myself. hehe.

*sighhhh* nways... there are lots to consider. its not easy to pindah-memindah ini. perhaps i should be patience and wait a little bit longer. give BS a chance maybe? or ... f**k perhaps. its time for me to find a new place and say goodbye to BS. full stop?

what do you reckon??

rm0.25

2009-06-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

thanks to nuffnang for giving me RM0.25. this is for the effort of putting their advertisement in my blog. huhu. its not a lot but to earn 25 sen from nuffnang is definitely a big deal to me. i dont consider my blog as popular nor that i expect public to actually drop by and read it. hehe. to have frens dropping by and visit my blog is already good enuf. thanks to all my frens (u know who u are) for visiting and clicking that nuffnang thingy and ... pleaseee.. keep on doing it ya!!

you go nuffnang...!!

funny

2009-06-11T01:50:00.000-07:00

got this from the internet. huhu. i thot the pix were funny. is this real of is it just for fun.
check 'em out.

definitely suitable when you're doing your maybank2u transaction.

... or when you're being 'smut'... hehe.

wanna keep your password a secret? this method might help. huhu.

8-)

fun 'R' us

2009-06-09T01:50:00.000-07:00

i chose fun 'R' us as the team name for a special project that involves me (as the group leader) in my office. each of the team member accepted it without much questions. i felt happy cos i thot i had came up with a superb name for our group. fun 'R' us is just another office 'co-curriculum' that needs my contribution and participation. honestly, i thot co-curriculum activities only exist in schools and universities but ekk.. i was wrong. *sigh..*

with the work loads and daily routine in the office, i dont think i could afford to give my 100%. there's so much activites plan throughout the year and each programme requires my full commitment. and recently, me and my team member are being pushed to 'think outside of the box' and be creative at all times when it comes to 'fun' activities. can i be creative? i dont have the slightes idea on how to be creative. i know how to sing and dance (a bit lah..) but i cant play any musical instruments. im not an artist nor yasmin ahmad nor abg jamal (aj) nor mus and his never ending stories (hehe). im just me... plain and ordinary me. i hardly speak about creative stuff with my frens. all i ever talked about is gossip and sex! huhu..

again... can i be creative? any tips people? is it worth participating at all in this fun-office-co-curriculum??

sg pangsun

2009-06-08T00:27:00.001-07:00

me and the geng went to sg pangsun near sg chongkak last couple of weekends. it was a last minute decision and all of us decided to berendam to cool ourselves down since the heat was unbearable. huhu. unfortunately, air sungai pangsun dah cetek. to make it worse, there's a dam in progress along the river side. you could see there's this long black pipe being streched out from top to the btm of the river. sedey lah. kakak yg jaga parking pulak kata ada org besar yang ambil air sungai itew. wow... really? whatever for?? *sigh...*

entah ler. i bet, the next time we're there, there's no more water and perhaps no more pangsun. pangsun-dal ler jawabnyer. huhu...!

in support of the environment, lets take care of our river!! 8-)

pangsun..

from left : aj, shah, eirul, me, ejam & mitch

right before we all terjun sungai.. huhu.

pulau mutiara

2009-06-05T01:53:00.000-07:00

me, ejam and aj went to pulau mutiara - bt feringghi last wekend. it was a quick one. left KL early sat'day (30/5) morning and came back to KL the next day. huhu. it was tiring but its all worth it. i enjoyed the short trip but i dont think i'd do it again. hehe. next trip i'll make sure i spend at least a couple of nights in penang. jom...!!

8-)

ejam and me

aj and me

roger n out!

allison harvard is ANTM's cycle 12 runner up

2009-05-15T02:44:00.000-07:00

despite being praised frequently for taking great pictures every week, for her beauty and her transformation, allison harvard still didnt win ANTM's cycle 12. sedey ar. cian dia. she's my favourite girl in the ANTM history ever. i thot she looks cute with that big blue eyes and she's just adorable. she a bit wierd tho' but that what makes her unique and special. all the best to her in her modelling career. i know she could go far...

*sigh..*. sorry guys. im just obsessed with allison and ANTM this cycle. huhu.

8-)

shit happens

2009-05-08T01:56:00.000-07:00

am back after a month of silence. just plain lazy to write stuff in here anymore. my life? as usual. nothing extraordinary happens. i dont meet new frens. i eat and sleep the whole time. i definitely gained few pounds. now i am one of the 'biggest losers'.... totally. feeling very unhealthy. to make things worse, i had a major break out at my age?? argggh. went to dermatologist and cost me at rm198. sentappp!

the past weeks in the office had challenged me physically and mentally. im all drained and feeling absolutely knackered. i need a break... big time!

*sigh...*

teringat Langkawi lagi...

2009-03-19T19:55:00.000-07:00

these are the last few pix of Langkawi... huhu. after this.. no more ok. I promise. 8-)

pantai chenang

pantai chenang - ada 4 lembaga sedang berendam

pantai chenang jua...

dead 'jelly-fish'

lagi pix pantai chenang

part of the mangrove tour ialah melihat ternakan ikan. tak tau ler apa nama ikan itew..

mangrove tour - mcm ikan jerung tapi bukan...

mangrove tour - ikan pari yg manja dan comel

mangrove tour - pari ni mmg cute...

mangrove tour - you can actually feed this cute stringray if you want to... huhu.

pantai tanjung rhu. we stopped here before we proceed to the mangrove tour.

lagi pantai tanjung rhu...

that's it!

8-)

langkawi - part 3

2009-03-19T01:25:00.000-07:00

and these are the gang...

from left : sham, shah, chris, mitch, mamat and ejam

eirul

thanks to shah for organising such a lovely trip. i had a great time indeed. cheers also to the rest of the gang for being so patience, sporting, hillarious, funny and co-operative througout the whole tour from KL to Langkawi. next time kita gi bercuti sama-sama lagi ya...! huhu.

... last but not least, terima kasih jugak kepada nazrol, din dan badril kerana sudi tag-along with us from KL to Kuala Perlis; and naik feri sesama ke Langkawi. Jangan serik taw... hehe.

-the end-

langkawi - part 2

2009-03-19T00:58:00.000-07:00

langkawi - part 1

2009-03-19T00:09:00.000-07:00

8-)

a month gap

2009-03-18T20:31:00.000-07:00

i think i've lost it. i dont have the 'thing' to write here in my blog. honestly, i didnt even bother to open my blog and read my frens blogs too. huhu. pemalas betul aku kan?

loads happened the past four weeks. but im just not content. i was the emcee (again) for a function held here in my office at BJ. everybody thot that i did a great job. but i doubt it. they just saying it. i did quite a wonderful presentation infront of the CEO. i know that i was struggling a bit during the session as few 'big' questions were thrown in my face. gelabah siot. i had a wonderful trip with my frens to Langkawi last couple of weekends. i had tanned all-over. i met new frens in FB. ... but, im just feeling empty and unhappy. why??

*sigh...*

please read the letter & im thinking of you

2009-02-16T06:49:00.000-08:00

.. honestly. i didnt even know who they were before the 51st grammy award (sorry!), but now i kinda like their song. huhu. i know the song might not your 'cup of tea' but hey... i cant help it. i just fell in love with this song. it has this lovely slow-tempo, rilex kinda melody and very nicely arranged. cool. 8-)

oh btw, i love katy perry's new single 'thinking of you'. totally awesome. its actually nice to hear a different side of her. it shows her versatility and i totally fell in love with this song rather instantly. way to go katy!!

raising sand (robert plant & alison krauss) - please read the letter!

Caught out running
With just a little too much to hide
Maybe baby
Everythings gonna turn out fine
Please read the letter
I mailed it to your door
It's crazy how it all turned out
We needed so much more

Once I stood beside a well of many words
My house was full of rings and
Charms and pretty birds
Please understand me,
My walls came falling down
There's nothing here that's left for you
But check with lost and found
Aaaaaaaaaah

Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote

One more song
Just before we go
Remember baby,
You gotta reap just what you sew
Please read my letter
And promise me you'll keep
The secrets and the memories
We cherish in the deep
Please read the letter
I mailed it to your door
It's crazy how it all turned out
We needed so much more

Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote
Please read the letter that I wrote

sticky usb

2009-02-13T00:25:00.001-08:00

i was very happy to receive my celcom bb - donggle (or whateva u might call it) usb stick couple of days back. really looking forward to start using it. mind you that not all staff are 'entitle' to get that donggle ok. huhu. i was selected among those who are considered 'qualify' to get one. yesss!! fyi, if you bouhgt it yourself at celcom it'll cost you rm499. very expensive. i got it for free, so im feeling very lucky and cant wait to get rid of that maxis bb at home. oh ya.. talking about my maxis bb, it was out for a couple of weeks (due to infra problem in BS) and when it finally back, the service is shite. and now its running on GSM. slow giler...! sentap ahh!!

as i was about to jump to could nine with the new celocom bb, there's a connection problem with my notebook pulak. tension betul! my new notebook doesnt seem to recognise the usb stick. it keeps giving message "get new profile" every time i try to connect to the bb. ive asked the experts in the office to look at it and they too didnt know what went wrong. like dughh...!

so... *sighh*, i have no choice but to insert my celcom bb sim card into maxis modem (yg bagak iteww..) everytime i want to use the internet at home. emm. alahai. tak kisah la ek. but still im not content cos that celcom bb usb stick is still 'sticky'... haha.

aku yg geram!
8-(

wearing BLACK on friday?

2009-01-22T19:48:00.001-08:00

its almost 12pm. i am at my desk and everybody is wearing black today. huhu. except me cos the corporate shirt (black color) that was given to me last week was left at shah's place. i sort of did my laundry at shah's (hehe) and i somehow left it there. i actually realised it this morning at 7am. arghh. and apparently today all of us in this new building are required to wear BLACK. i did look thru' for black shirts in my 'wardrobe' but nada. the darkest color would be dark grey-ish. i thot that'll do. so, im in my dark grey-ish and looking very outstanding indeed. NOT!

i hope the CEO wont notice the difference. fat chance indeed... arghhh!

nways, GONG XI FA CHAI and happy holiday people. i'll be driving back to TT tomorrow's morning and be back here in KL either monday or tuesday (insya'Allah).

drive safe and catch you guys later ya!

8-)

kutu

2009-01-20T19:38:00.000-08:00

i was invited to join 'main kutu' by my colleagues. and i agreed. huhu. i guess this would be one of the ways to save money. there are 12 of us and monthly contribution is rm100. my turn to get the 'duit kutu' is in june 2009. just nice cos my car's insurance & road-tax would be expiring that month. oh, btw, my birthday is in june too. yessss....!!

;-)

the truth hurts...

2009-01-18T18:27:00.001-08:00

what would you do if a fren told you that he's breaking up with his partner? and he's actually waiting for the right moment to tell it? what advice would you give to him?

and... suddently 'the partner' sent you a text-message asking "i know he did tell you about us. when do you think he's gonna dump me? please. i need to know?" what would you do? would you reply? would you tell the truth?

its tough. i think its best if i keep my mouth shut. agree?

*sigh..*

notebook and happy

2009-01-13T02:37:00.001-08:00

did i mention that i have a new notebook? huhu. yup. its true. *sigh...* what a relieve! i had it last friday. the old one is totally 'shagged' and therefore, its time for me to let it go. lucky me as i got my new notbook instantly. huhu. its a long story and i dont think its worth mentioning here. most importantly, im happy.. happy.. and happy! i know that some people (in the office) were a bit upset but who cares. best employee wins! 8-)

... happy!

the brave one

2009-01-12T01:39:00.000-08:00

i watched 'the brave one' last nite starring jodie foster and terrence howard on HBO. i thot the movie was ok-lah. jodie is one of my favourite actors. so, i always love her movies. heh. she's so into her character and i actually believed her. hehe. but i dont quite like the ending tho'. its just too easy and not comendable. huhu. fyi, the brave one is shown on HBO starting yesterday night up till the whole of this week (i think). so, check it out.

the plot summary courtesy of IMDb :
The day that radio essayist Erica Bain (jodie foster) selects wedding invitations, her fiancé is murdered and she brutally assaulted while walking their dog in Central Park. Upon release from hospital, she buys an illegal handgun. When she witnesses a shooting in a convenience store and is stalked by the killer, she kills in self-defense but flees the scene. More incidents follow that she could have avoided. She walks the night streets a vigilante, a stranger to herself. A detective, Mercer (terrence), notices her and becomes her friend as he hunts for the killer. How long before he figures it out? Meanwhile, the methods of the police start to pay off in finding her fiancé's killers.

8-)

single gents?

2009-01-11T02:01:00.000-08:00

i aint a lady but i love this song - Single Ladies by beyonce. hehe. and the video is just superb. i love the choreography. so spectacular, fantastic and energetic. i watched the video on youtube at shah's place last nite. btw, i crashed at shah's last nite after lepaking about couple of hours at KY's with aj, mus and hazem. too lazy to drive back to BS-lah. 8-)

nways, back to beyonce. heheh. rumour has it that one of the dancers in her new video 'Single Ladies' is a man (claimed to be the choreographer himself - JaQuel Knight? wow. is it true? well, the answer is NO. she's not a drag queen nor tranny. she's happened to be a chick with quite a musculine figure and strong jaw. its all GOD creations-lah uols. i felt sorry for her. i thot her dance moves was awesome. so, work it GIRRRRRL!!!!!

the mistaken 'tranny' is on the left.

a quiet new year's eve

2009-01-04T22:46:00.000-08:00

thanks so much to badril for the 'salvation' during the new year's eve. huhu. i had a great time and thanks for that wonderful meal - koew teoy soup, fruits and snacks. very instant and superlicious. hehe.

badril was not in his best condition that nite due to his 'diarrhea', but still he welcomed us to his place. bless him. initially, there were supposed to be a group of us; but something came up (like dugh') and so left the four of us. me, ejam, mus and badril. huhu. but that didnt stop us from having a ball. hehe. we ate, we drank, we guffed, we watched tele, we flipped thru' some UK magazines (u hv to be at badril's to check 'em out) and we played games (sampai la ni i masih confuse dengan game itew!!) until the stroke of midnite. 8-)

from badril's balcony, we could see the fireworks glittering across the KL city centre's sky. it was awesome. but neither of us were screaming, jumping nor cheering. we just stood there staring at the fireworks in silence. huhu! perhaps all of us were tired kot. or.. perhaps we couldnt be bothered? go figure...!

basically, what im tryin to say is that, we had a very quiet new year's eve. nothing grand, no loud music, no dance-floor, no party poppers... just the four of us, enjoying each other's company. *sigh...*

ejam, mus and badril,
thanks for being a wonderful frens and wishing you guys a superb year ahead.
8-)

countdown

2008-12-30T22:37:00.000-08:00

i just got my LG 3G HP. model KU250. it costs me rm150.00. yess! i know its nothin' compares to your canggih HPs but, hey im happy and i dont care. it has 3G, 1.3 megapixel + vfa dual camera, bluetooth and external memory slot. most importantly it's made in Korea. aint that cool or what? huhu. yup. its time for me to say goodbye to my beloved motorla L7. i really love my L7 but lately it kinda give me problems and i dont think i could tolerate anymore. so, *sigh..*, bye.. bye.. bye.

nways, its countdown time people. its almost 3pm now. about 9hrs to go before we leap to that big new year 2009. just like J-LO's 'waiting for tonite', i'll be lepaking and counting down at badril's place with a bunch of frens. i dont really know what the plan for tonite is, so im just gonna go with the flow. i think from badril's we could see KLCC and i do hope to get the glimps of that new year's fireworks. hehe.

thats it. lets the final countdown begins...!

"HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009"

goodbye 2008

2008-12-29T18:54:00.000-08:00

goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
someday you'll say that word and I will cry
it'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

huhu.. this celine's lyrics is dedicated to 2008.
8-)

its been a great year. i hope 2009 would be even better. i dont have any new year's resolution tho'. i dont really believe in having one. hehe. nways, my best wishes go to all my family and friends. may 1430 hijrah / year 2009 would bring us joy and happiness, great health, more money (heh), dimurahkan rezeki, dipanjangkan umur, dijauhkan dari malapetaka dan bencana, and of course world peace. amin!

you people have a jolly new year k.

8-O

d generes

2008-12-23T02:18:00.000-08:00

yup. i've changed my fb. introducin' sham d generes. haha. i know. im so into ellen kan but hey, i cant help it la dude. 8-)

d generes here means i am a generous person characterized by nobility and forbearance in thought or behavior, and magnanimous. dont u think its so true? huhu. if your answer is NO, then too bad baby. u dont know what ya missin'. 8-O

so, feel free to add me as your fren. i'd be glad to accept your invitations. its definitely feel great to back as a fb-ian again. *sigh...*

see ya around people!

carry-ok

2008-12-22T19:41:00.000-08:00

last sunday, me, mus, badril, nazrul and emm... i cant remember this guy's name (a fren's of nazrul - sowie) went to redbox sogo for karaoke session. huhu. my first time there actually. i know redbox have opened like few years now and have painted kl town 'reds' all over, but that sunday was my debut. hehe. it was fun. we took the 'ria' package for 5 pax. it inclusives of buffet for 5 (all u can eat) and a christmas cake. cool tak?

we sang our hearts out that nite. surprisingly, everybody sings like a pro. hehe. im impressed. full with showmanships, drama and enthusiasm. not to forget the dance moves and 'dance with the star' choreography. wow. i just love it. to tell you the truth i could sing all nite with these people. they're just superb and such a sport. jom lagi sekali?? 8-)

honestly, i dont know why, i sing quite a lot this couple of weeks. i'd be singing in my car, in the shower, in the loo. i'd open youtube and sing along. whats up with me people? hehe.

8-O

love story

2008-12-22T01:39:00.000-08:00

loads going on but i just didnt have that mood to update my blog the past weeks. huhu. sori la geng.

now am in the office. a new office actually. we have moved here couple of weeks ago. its a nice office. much much nicer than the previous one. hehe. the ambiance is awesome and the interior is modern. its just like a satellite office. we are working towards a paperless environment. hehe. its quite difficult to adjust to it for the time being. but i guess things will go accordingly once we're really settled. go figure. heh. oh, one more thing. we dont have cubicles or partitions to separate us. its an open concept. the big boss could see all of us here. huhu. especially me. im seated right infront of him. arghh. but, never mind la. besides, he's not really in the office the whole time. so, i think im good. at least for now lah. 8-)

this new office is located at BJ. its very near to where i live (BS). it takes me about 15 minutes to reach the office. memang dekat giler. hehe.

wish me luck at this new office and environment ya!

ps.
i know the title is not related to this entry but i dont care cos i love taylor swift's latest single 'love story'. huhu.

i quit

2008-11-27T02:22:00.000-08:00

its almost half 6. im still in the office. its quite gloomy outside. i bet its raining. i couldnt be bothered to go near the window and take a closer look. heh. i could see clearly from my desk that it is pitch black outside. arghh. whatever lah. im gonna stick a while. do a bit of work and perhaps some internet browsing. huhu. thank god the internet is working fine. 8-)

oh ya. i almost forgot. i have deactivated my fb. no specific reason just cause. haha. but i will have a new one tho'. comin' up soon. just be patience k. few frens have called and texted me asking what happen to my fb? why did i cancel it and stuff like that. emm. honestly, i dont quite comfortable using my 'real-name' on the internet. too many questions were asked about 'SUN' (my full name in short) and i think i've had enough. it sounds stupid but with loads of things going on right now, i think i cant afford to 'explain' where the name came from and shait like that. full-stop. sorry guys. but like i said, i'll come up with a new one. its still under construction. hehe. 8-)

...and one more thing, i wanna quit becoming a 'charity' emcee. huhu. i had contributed my 'service' to few events organised by the company that im working with. i think its time time for me to step down. honestly, i had fun doing it. i had gained lots of experiences and my level of confidence has tremendously developed along the way. my communication skill has somewhat improved and i think its getting better and better. is it? haha. thanks to those who believed in me and gave me that opportunity of a life time. i really appreciate it. i guess i have a change of heart. i dont feel like doing it anymore. it doesnt generate somekind of income to me. so why bother? i should start focusing on my work. cos this is what matters. i'd be evaluated for my job performance and not for some 'charity' tasks that i do. would u agree with me? heh.

while im writing, its 10min after 7. i should stop here. its still raining outside. *sigh*. rain gives me the blues people, and im absolutely feeling 'blue' right now. haha.
i should start packing my stuff, into the rain and drive home. totally!

im outta here babe...
8-)

introducing "suziemclean"

2008-11-18T05:49:00.000-08:00

feel free to read and browse thru' my little sister's blog : http://suziemclean.wordpress.com

obviously, her english is way off better than mine. so you cant really compare us. she's a journalist (with nstp) for god sake! huhu. im tryin' my best tho' to think, write and speak in english whenever i can. and im gettin' there.. eventually. 8-)

now am at home. the tv's on but im not watching. hehe. while typing this i actually listen to mariah's "cant take that away" on youtube. what? mariah? again? huhu. i cant help it people. this week is mariah's week. i'll change to a different artist / singer next week ok. deal?

new portfolio

2008-11-18T02:06:00.000-08:00

i got this news last week, thursday before i left for jb. was i surprise? kind of. a bit. i didnt really expect to get such a portfolio. its quite a big responsibility and requires lots of analysis and creative-thinking; like i know how to deal with it? dughh. huhu. but i guess i should give it a go right? who knows? i might excel and hopefully develop my career to the max. wahhh gituh! 8-)

wish me all the best ya.

i think its gonna be good. i could feel it... yeah!

*sighhh...*

after tonite

2008-11-15T19:21:00.000-08:00

i just love this mariah's song. but i think it didnt quite make it to the chart. hehe. never mind la. hope you like it too.

oh btw, thanks so much to mus and din for coming over to my teratak pinky. pls come again. next time around ajak si badril tuh sekali taw. 8-)

...n this song definitely goes to mus. huhu.

busan

2008-11-10T22:18:00.000-08:00

im bored
i need to be entertained
can u do dat?
8-)

M.S.S.

2008-11-05T02:07:00.000-08:00

Mandatory Separation Scheme? wow! is it true? when? arghh...

with the current economic recession and instability, im not surprise if some organisations in Malaysia will take such approach to reduce its number of staff. *sighhh...* i just wish that my present company will not anticipate to take such action. huhu.

but if it does happen, i'll be really broken hearted and pray to God that i wont be in the list. arghh.. takut siot!

after all, its just a stupid 'rumours'... so why worry??

8+)

kunyithitam

2008-11-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

this afternoon i was quite surprised to receive an e-mail from 'kunyithitam'. i was wondering who could she be? it turned out that she is kak ana. a long lost fren from my childhood years. she's more like a family fren back in the 80's. we're neighbours. she's the same age with my big brother - chuck. i remember always tagging along with my brothers and hanging out at her place. our favourite game was monopoly. hehe. i always had a great time hanging out with her and her younger sister, ayu. her mom, che' molek was very kind and sweet. i bet she still is adorable. 8-)

but one day, kak ana's dad (pakcik raman) passed away. i didnt exactly remember what or when it happened. the next thing i knew, kak ana and her family were gone. they didnt live next door anymore. i was a bit sad but deep down inside, still hoping that i'd see her again some day.

... and that some day was today. cool. its awesome to know that kak ana still remember me and my family. this is almost like a 'jejak kasih' thingy. hehe. im sure that my parents will be very happy to know about this 'reunion'. huhu.

kak ana still cute and comel mcm dulu jgk.

its panicky tuesday

2008-11-03T19:53:00.000-08:00

i slept rather early last nite. few text messages came in but i totally ignored 'em. i was kinda tired after doing my laundry. 4 t-shirts, 3 underwears, a pair of socks, one hanky and one khakis pants. huhu. all washed 'manually'. yup! i washed them using my bare hands cos i dont own a washing machine yet. arghhhhh! well, i dont really mind it actually. mencangkung while brushing away the clothes, then washed and rinsed 'em like 3 - 4 times; its quite a workout i would say. huhu. keep me fit and healthy. bole pakai tak statement itew? 8-)

my point is (and i do have one..), im still late. hahaha. entah la. i just took my own sweet time to get up from bed, get into my towel, brush my teeth, shave that unwanted 'hair' on my face, take a shower and put on my best shirt and pants for the day. then, down the stairs to the parking lot. panaskan my car engine for like 5 minutes and baru lah off to work. huhu. this is what happens if you live too close to your office. but, this is just temporary. i'll be back on my 'early bird' routine very soon. you bet!!!

:+)

shut your face!

2008-11-02T23:16:00.000-08:00

i dont feel like 'bloggin' today dude. i might as well shut-my-face-up...!

teratak pinky

2008-10-30T23:14:00.000-07:00

my ala 'arabian-osama-ben-laden-padangpasir' living room.

suka tak? haha.

thanks md amid for snapping that photo. i like. 8-) thanks again to md amid and norhisham for coming to BS yesterday and spent a nite at my place. it was an honoured to have both of you as my guests and hope that you guys will come again. hehe.

love

teratak pinky

vote for RINA RAHMAT

2008-10-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

a shout out from riza :-

"Here's the story: My sis was asked to feature in the Msian Cosmopolitan magazine (last February, I think). The article is about women doing adventure jobs, the article is called 'Fun, Fearless, Fabulous'.

It is almost the year end, and they are pulling a vote to see which 'celebrity' is to win the most nominated FFF. Of course, she would WANT to WIN! (p/s: I don't even know if there will be a grand prize for this).

Check it out at the website http://cosmopolitanmalaysia.blogspot.com/ On the left hand panel, readers can vote. Vote for RINA RAHMAT! Last day is on 31st October 2008.Appreciate if you guys could spare some time to vote for her.

Tks a lot in advance!"

im just trying to help a fren in need. huhu.

vote for RINA RAHMAT - "easy, breezy, beautiful... cover girl". errr... i think the tag line has nothin' to do with the nominee. sowie. 8-)

happy voting!

dearest slie

2008-10-28T20:05:00.001-07:00

i left office about 6:45-ish last nite. while i was stucked in a traffic jam in front of summit, i got a call from slie. slie is my dearest friend whom i hardly see nowadays. he is my ex-colleague. he left the company in 2003 as he wanted to become a financial consultant aka unit trust. hehe. anways, last nite he was at TTDI jaya so i asked him to come down to BS.

it took him quite a while to reach BS. i dont really know what happen. i already given him a clear direction, the land-marks and the right routes to take from TTDI jaya to BS. but still he failed. haha. sudahnya, i had to ask him to stop somewhere (at mesjid subang permai) and met him there. argghh. it took him almost an hour just twirlling around the area and he couldnt even find all the landmarks that i mentioned. like dughh. hehe. cian dia. by the time we reached BS, its almost 9:00-ish.

its good to see him again. we guffed and catching up stuff the whole nite. i had fun. its like having a 'slumber' party la plak. haha. slie has been thru' quite a lot after he quit his job. to become a financial consultant is not easy as it looks. there's ups and downs along the way. but now he's back on his feet with a vengeance. huhu. good for him!

slie,
i wish you all the best in your career and future undertakings. thanks mate for dropping by last nite. its awesome to have you and please do come by again if you happen to be in SA.
you take care of you!

hairspray

2008-10-27T23:26:00.000-07:00

me, aj and mus watched hairspray after that lovely lunch cooked by aj. thanks aj once again, for that super-licious meal. altho' its a bit masin but i still enjoyed it. huhu.

did i like the movie? it was OK-lah. basically, musical-movie is just not my thing. but in this case, i find it interesting. the story line is simple. its all about retro, the 60's, white and black, racist issue and how they deal with it. the dance choreography was fantastic, the props were awesome and the songs were fun too. hehe.

funny ey... cos hairspray was in cinema in July last year and its over a year now. yet i only saw it yesterday. 8-)

*i'd give 3.5 stars for hairspray*

my superb weekend

2008-10-27T20:05:00.000-07:00

a great weekend indeed. full with colours, fun, laughter, sadness, drama, D.I.V.A., feast galore, travel and living, harry porter 'at plaza pheonix' (errrk??) and most importantly i spent all the above with my beloved frens. huhu. i had the best time of my life - totally!

many thanks to...
1. badril - for invited me to your 'semarak aidilfitri' - loved your chicken rendang.
2. ejam - always available to 'shelter' me during my 'back-packing' needs. haha.
3. aj - for that lovely lunch at your 'humble aboard'
4. mus - for just being there and being only you - gempar!

... but now im kinda 'dizzy', 'lazy' and feeling a bit 'tired' at my sweet-ole-desk in the office. its rather quiet this morning. i guess some of my colleagues are still on leave. good for 'em. i wish i had taken a day off today and be less miserable. like dughh! *sigh...*

apa-apa pun, im still happy to be at work. there's loads to do and i might as well pump-up that energy and show some enthusiasm. hehe.

happy tuesday people!

dream girls & father figure

2008-10-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

i did mention about that three ex-girl frens of mine (bole gituh?) in "my dear facebook" entry and here they are. huhu.

riza with her hubby (hasnul - wazzup dude?) and their two Galohs. ahhhh. riza is the 'mak-datin' type. always looking good and suka sgt 'mantain'. jgn marah taw. i love to crack some stupid guffs with her. if you happened to bump into us, you'd definitely see us laughing and giggling out of nothing. she's fun to be with and i kinda miss that.

effa with her kids. happily married and she's a good fren of riza. i think they went to the same school or somethin'. like i care! haha. effa is more rilex and lay-back type of person. she's just friendly and awesome.

fiza - if you watched Denise Richards - "its complicated", she's all that. haha. no lah. im just kidding. fiza is like my little sister. she's so manja, fragile and nakal. i still remember that complicated love story of hers, and thank GOD she didnt end up marrying that 'cheeky-bugger'. huhu. i bet she's really happy now with her hubby and kids.

yup, there's a lot of catching up to do with these three ladies and im really looking forward to that. just like the good-old-days.

8-)

lunch... or not to lunch

2008-10-22T21:29:00.000-07:00

its almost 1pm and everybody has gathered in level 6 pantry for 'lunch'. its a pot-luck thingy and most of the 'kakak-kakak' here chipped-in and brought some lauk-pauks to the office. huhu.

but somehow, i have to hi-lite this. hehe. the pot-luck thingy was planned for only a group of people (including me) and was not broadcasted to the whole dept. this in a way has upset some of 'em. which i think is a bit ridiculous and 'doris' aka bodoh. dont you think so? if i were 'uninvited' to such a small 'makan-makan', so what? no big deal-lah. anways, the makan place was at pantry (tingkat 6) and not at some exclusive cafe or restaurant pun. arghh. macam budak-budak kan? *sigh...*

some people are so over-sensitive and appalling? sentap!!!

my dear facebook

2008-10-21T23:28:00.000-07:00

ive recently joined facebook (FB). its been a couple of weeks now. in a way, i was 'forced' to join FB after that long nagged by my sweet-old fren riza during my office hari ra-ra open-house. haha. so thats what i did and i am now officially a FB-ian. 8-)

riza is a good-old-girlfren of mine. she's happily married to hasnul and now has 2 beutiful girls. ahhh. blessed her! we've been very close friends back in year 2000. loads of fun during those years. hanging, clubbin' and karaoking together-gether. haha. and i dont know why, along the years we have drifted apart. i guess, it was basically more on my side. i had a very difficult years back in those years - financially and emotionally. but now things are better and i think i should re-concile and start all over again. same goes to fiza and effa too. ;-) two of my favorite gals of all time. huhu. (i will post their pix in my next entry k).

thanks to FB for 're-uniting' us. hope our friendships will blossom like before from now on. totally! 8-)

i just had a great conversation with my big boss - mr lim - the vice president. he just walked in and stopped at my desk. asking how was my raya and stuff like that. hehe. he hails from kampar and thats actually really close to TT. he says that he would come to TT for udang galah every time he comes back to kampar. very true, its super cheap to eat sea-food ie udang galah & ketam in TT. i guess today is a good day for him. he's happy, cheerful and very friendly. haha. seriously, you dont get that much often from him. :-O

its a good day indeed!

what album would your friends be surprised you own?

2008-10-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

my kind of music?
r&b, pop-rock and a contemporary irama melayu. gitew...

but somehow, i did buy these albums :
1. massive attack - the mezzanine album
2. olive - extra virgin album
3. suzanne vega - days of open hand & 99.9F albums
4. bjork - i didnt by the whole album but i love "hyperballad"
5. betty boo - grrr! its betty boo
6. duffy - rockferry
7. anis suraya - cinta tersimpul rapi

im still ok with my selection from 1 to 6, but no 7 is definitely GEMPAR! even i was surprised that i actually bought it. honestly, i just love her voice. hehe.

so my question to you is :
what album would your friends be surprised you own?

fun-week-end

2008-10-13T06:44:00.000-07:00

yup. last week was fun and great. it was the first week of working after a long break of hari ra-ra. huhu. everybody was at work but none were really working. i guess hari raya mood is still lingering around us until the last day of Syawal. some say, its a celebration that last for a month. but to me, the thrill only happens on the Syawal's eve and the first day of ra-ra. after that its just a glory and happy days that i'd cherish with my family and friends. 8-)

thanks mus, mitch, ejam and badril for the time spent last weekend. i really had a great time. guffing with you guys was really fun and i hope we could do it again soon ya. next time come to my place pulak taw.
;-O

thats it for now. gnite people!

water charges

2008-10-06T21:05:00.000-07:00

finally i received my water bill since i moved in to BS. huhu. and it cost me rm26.22. quite expensive ey. and to my surprise the water bill doesnt come from 'syabas'. it came from the developer - guthrie. pelik kan? the apartment AJK members is currently pleading to get some sort of approval to change from guthrie to 'syabas'. i do hope that this will happen very soon. so that murah sket my monthly water charges. yess!

nways, i was at the guthrie office this morning and tried to pay the water bill. but since there is outstanding balance, they advise me to pay up all. hell no way! so i called up my tuan rumah and she was really upset with guthrie. haha. she said the outstanding amount had been settled months ago and yet the amount is still there. like dugh!! i reckon that she will resolve the situation ASAP so that i could pay up my water bill. nanti, tak pasal-pasal air kena potong plak. terpaksalah mandi kat perigi (ala ramona rahman - fenomena) or umah kawan2. bole gituh? huhu.

*sighhhh*

selamat hari rara

2008-10-06T03:15:00.000-07:00

did i enjoy my raya? hehe. yup. its nothing much but i enjoyed it anyway. especially mom's and kak yus' rendang ayam & daging. the lemang - this year my dad and my brader toki did the honour of 'bakar' em. i think there were more than 8 batang lemangs. huhu. cool. kak long's ketupat & nasik himpit and kuah kacang. simply awesome. what was my contribution? errr. i did all the 'cleaning' and 're-arranging' of the main hall. huhu. not need to elaborate la yek. i've been doing the same 'task' every raya for as long as i could remember.
8-)

activities during 1st syawal :
1. solat sunat aidilfitri kat mesjid TT
2. ziarah kubur kak ichon di ipoh
3. beraya di rumah kak abiah di bidor
4. beraya di rumah kak lang di kampar
5. came back to TT and wait for tetamu
6. eat, drink, watch tele, sleep a bit, eat again, drink and so forth... heh!

these were taken via my 'cheap' hp :-)

try to look cute

im hot (as in panas?)

i had a great raya. even tho it was simple but tetap meriah gitew. i hope you guys too had a good time ya.

"SELAMAT HARI RARA"

.. that green apple painting

2008-10-06T02:48:00.000-07:00

the artist and his masterpiece

... i lost it. and i apologize to ejam. huhu. sori beb. tak sengaja. i didnt deliberately lost it. i got the feeling that the painting got lost during my 'relocation' to BS. i might have dropped it somewhere (opss!) or even worse, i have threw it away? oh goshh. i remember that i put it inside that huge plastik sampah hitam. oh ooo. confirm dah buang ler tuh. sorry.

ejam, i will get u a new one ok. it will take a while but you'll get it.. sooner or later. totally!

8-)

eidul-fitr 1429

2008-09-25T23:23:00.000-07:00

wishing you 'salam eidul-fitr'. have a great one this year with loved ones ya. i'll be going back to TT, insya'Allah on sunday morning. from BS, normally the journey would take me not more than 2 hrs. but this sunday? only god knows. hehe. i just hope that my journey to TT would be smooth and safe. i'll be away for about a week and will be back at my desk the following monday. arggh. wish it could be longer.

to those who drives or rides to desa tercinta, "berhati-hati di jalan raya". "biar lambat asalkan selamat". huhu. enjoy your raya and make the most out of it with you family and frens. i know i will. yess!

thats it from me. "salam aidilfitri and maaf zahir batin"

8-)

thursday's iftar

2008-09-25T02:24:00.000-07:00

me, hisham and md amid will be having our iftar at KFC. sounds sad but its true. huhu. i guess, this is what happen towards the end of Ramadhan ey? u just dont really care what or where you eat anymore. yesterday, we went to sunway pyramid for berbuka. we reached there around 6-ish and its jam packed in the parking area. and to my surprise, almost all fast-food chains and restaurants in there were full house. wow!!

so, it doesnt really matter-lah what you're having for iftar, asalkan perut kenyang dan hati lapang. 8-)

happy iftar people!

notebook raya? - sequel

2008-09-24T07:54:00.000-07:00

it turned out that my 'new' notebook has a network card problem. like dugh. so i cant use it. 8-(
thats what happen when you receive a second-hand material. im a bit upset and disappointed actually. my boss and the rest in the dept really wants me to excel and perform in every aspect of my work. but when it comes to desktop, they still provide me a bloody shait one. geram taw!
that one that im using now pun tah brapa hands dah bertukar. mencik.

emm.. apa2 lah. u know what? eventho' they give others a brand-new ones, but i still strive tremendously in every single task that given to me. i know that i am superbly much better than some of 'em. huhu.

so, u can imagine if i were given a new notebook. tak ke lagi GEMPAR keje ku itew. hahaha. boleh tak statement?

8-)

notebook raya?

2008-09-22T21:28:00.000-07:00

its 23-sep-2008. the time is almost 12:40 in the afternoon. huhu.

im still waiting for my 'new' notebook to be ready. its currently in the reformatting and configuration process. its rather slow cos i've given to the DMS team since early ramadhan. hmm. i wonder why it takes so much time? *sigh...*

fed-up!!

siti situ sana sini

2008-09-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

olla

its been a while ey...! huhu. dont ask me why? im just so fcukin' lazy to even log on the internet the past days. but hey... im back. unfortunately, i dont really have much stuff to write about. things been great since the beginning of ramadhan. guess what? my frens started comin' down to 'visit' me here in BS. cool. first ejam came to spend couple of nites. last weekend, mitch, shah and eirul were here lepaking. they spent a nite and we had a great time. huhu. now, im just so happy and they are my truely friends indeed. thanks guys!

nways, here are couple of pix of me days ago during iftar.

me and my colleagues were invited to have iftar at passage thru' india, in jalan tun razak. emm. i dont recommend it tho'. i think the place is not purely halal. but since it was an invite from our vendors, all of us 'makan' dan 'taram' jek. huhu. definitely that would be our first and last meal there. just look at the building deco and colour. so dodgy and tacky. haha. jahat ek aku...!

me looking very hungry, sexy and sex in the city. haha. thanks hisham and md amid for inviting me for iftar at pizza hut sunway pyramid. we went there last thursday i think? i thot i had lost some pounds, but nahhh... just look at my double chins. arghhh...!

time fly really fast kan? sekejap dah nak abis ramadhan. next wednesday, its eid already. emm...

wishing you selamat hari ra-ra..!

pizza vs satay

2008-09-12T18:51:00.000-07:00

yesterday, i had my iftar at this place called 'pizza vs satay' at usj9 taipan with frens aka colleagues. there were the four of us - me, hisham, jue & hasni. pj was supposed to join us but his baby girl was admitted so he had to cancel the appointment. pj, hope ur baby girl is OK. insya'Allah.

nways, we headed on to pizza vs satay at about 6-ish. hasni drove us there. cheers girl. when we arrived, we thot the place gonna be packed but nope. only few tables were reserved. the rest were empty. huhu. bagus jgk ler cos the cafe is quite small and i can imagine if its crowded. to move about to the buffet counter wld be quite a hassle. hehe.

courtesy from the internet.

pix taken from the internet too.

they have a ramadhan buffet at rm35 nett (i think..). frankly, the food here is nothing to shout about-lah. but the ambience is pretty nice and cozy. i kinda like it. the menus were from nasik lemak, satay to all that local cuisines. there's a bit of western food going on too like pizzas, pastas, grilled platter and etc. we're (me, hisham + jue) supposed to treat hasni last nite but jue decided to belanja sumer. yesss! thanks jue. next time it'd be my treat plak yek. ;-)

we left pizza and satay about 830-ish and hasni drove us back to office. took my car and headed on to subang parade to fetch ejam. he had his iftar at jom bali and ordered nasik lemak. he didnt like it. huhu. whatever la dude...!

we reached BS at 9-ish and just lepak and catching up stuff. we didnt see each other for weeks. so there's plenty to talk about. yess! finally i have a visitor. haha. its good to have a fren coming to your house. im just so happy. i'll try my best to be a good host. huhu.

so today, saturday, 13-sep-08, we're gonna do some stuff. few frens are suppose to come by for iftar at my place. we'll see about that. they better be cos i have bought additional 'dinner-set' just for 'em. hehe. me and ejam might go to IKEA later this afternoon and then we'd be hopping from one bazar ramdhan to another. try to find that 'perfect' dishes for berbuka. yeahh right... ! i bet by the time we get back to BS, we'd be flat knackered. 8-)

that's it. im outta here people...!

suki yaki..

2008-09-10T20:04:00.000-07:00

i call her suki-yaki. huhu. she's the OIAM 1st season winner and got herself a million ringgit. good for her. i love her voice when she sings in malay.

i fell in love with this song - usah!
(http://www.savefile.com/files/1728284 )

Kau sering sendirian tanpaku
Jawab telefon pun kau tak mahu
Mengapa pula nak bicara kini
Bila dah tahu tiada yang sudi

Tak faham ke Bahasa Melayu
Nak ku ejakan satu persatu
Geli dengar, benci ku lihat
Cukuplah kerna bila ku dah penat

Panggilan sayang
Takku perlu
Peluangmu dah berlalu
Usahlah kau bimbang
Ia takkan ku kenang
(uh uh uh uh)

Maaf kau pinta
Hanya bila
Kau bosan dan kesunyian
Hilangkan nomborku (ah ah ah ah)
Rahsiakan tuju mu
Kini tiada lagi ruang

Cukuplah masaku kau buang

Pentingkan diri tiada malu
Semuanya tentang dirimu, mu, mu
Ku syukur akhirnya begini
Tak perlu ku berkias dan beralas

Saat berlalu perlu ku kejar
Yang layu kan kembali segar
Nak ku alami hidup dan nikmat
Cukuplah kerna bila ku dah penat

Rap:
Satu, dua, tiga, empat
Mari sini rapat-rapat
Dengarlah ini cerita
Yang tercipta tentang cinta
Taip detik ingin bersama
Tapi memang lumrah dunia
Indah membawa ke seksa
Si pelaku tak terasa
Yang terkena terhiris
Yang terkena menangis
Yang terkena nyanyi lagu
Dalam hujan dalam salju
Kita yang terseksa
Dia yang gembira
Bisikan yang dianiaya
Sungguh makbul doanya

miscarriage

2008-09-10T19:08:00.000-07:00

just received quite a sad news. a fren of mine, hazem, told me that his wife just had a miscarriage. she had the baby for more than 2 months. this is her third miscarriage. cian. to make things worse, the doctor advised that this would be her final pregnancy. she cant have babies no more. OMG! ;-(

i've called him just now. he's OK but a bit sad. we didnt really talk that much. i know that hazem + wife have been trying really hard on this since 2004. i'd would be devestated too if this happen to me.

hazem,
be strong buddy and im sure there's hikmah di sebalik kejadian ALLAH. if u need someone to talk to or a shoulder to cry on, just give me a shout. insya'Allah, i'll be there. bersabar k.

*sigh...*

its a kinda sad thursday morning ya...!
8-(

i dont feel like...

2008-09-07T18:26:00.000-07:00

dont feel like updating my blog... huhu.
perhpas im just too lazy.
big time! haha.

nways, hows my weekend? great, superb and awesome.
couldnt be better than that... (is it?)

friday - 5-sept-2008
i was on emergency leave. something came up.
during iftar, jai, md amid, hisham & myself went to MBSA.
had this ramadhan buffet for rm20.00 per head.
the food? ok lah. layan jek. supposedly the buffet had about 50 over dishes.
but i couldnt bother to count 'em. 8-)

saturday - 6-sept-2008
went down to ampang to meet my good-old-frens for iftar at KY taman dagang.
there were chris, mitch, shah, eirul and abg jamal.
i spent a nite at shah's house.
it was a good one. dah lama x jumpa dorang so there was a lot to catch up.
i had a wonderful time. cheers mates!

sunday - 7-sept-2008
at home. alone. again? huhu.
it was good tho'. i really enjoyed my time spent alone yesterday.
*sigh*

monday - 8-sept-2008
at my desk in the office.
im lovin' it... NOT.

see.. i told ya!
i dont feel like blogging today.

8-)

nasik banjir

2008-09-02T20:02:00.000-07:00

i left office at around 6-ish yesterday. the planned was to stop by at bazar ramadhan stadium SA but along the way, it started to rain. i decided not to go there. klu tidak kang, i'd be trapped in the traffic. huhu. so, after the toll, i took left and headed to BS. there's actually a bazar ramadhan here where i live, but its not that 'happening' like the one in stadium.

nways, i reached BS almost half 6. its raining but not that heavy. i stopped my car by the road and took an umbrella with me. as i was reaching the first stall, the rain started to pour heavily. like cats and dogs. even worst. OMG! do i turn back to my car or do i go ahead and buy some juadah? i decided to go ahead and ta-pau myself a nasik campur at the closest stall. they do have this small canopy covering 'em and the lauk-pauk; but it didnt do much help. i was holding tight to my payung but still the rain beats me. i was wet all over. basah lenjun siot. huhu. i ta-pau nasik + ayam masak merah + sayur kobis + sambal ikan bilis petai. the makcik just lambak everything inside the container in a swfit. hehe. i could see that she dumped 'em together with the air hujan. haha. after i paid the makcik, i quickly ran back to my car and drove home. yesss!

its iftar time at 720-ish. huhu. when i looked at the 'tapau', i noticed that it was lembik and basah. euww... true enuf, when i opened it, the nasik + lauks were soaked wet. arghhh. dah jadik macam nasik banjir. oh tidak! but, what the heck? blasah jek la. otherwise, i'd be hungry tol tak? but i didnt finish it cos it tasted rather wierd and funny. was it becos of the tastless cooking or the rain? i guess its a bit of both. *sigh...*

honestly, at that moment i felt sad and i felt like crying. i wonder what did mom cook last nite for iftar? heh.

8-(

merdeka & ramadhan

2008-09-01T07:37:00.000-07:00

alhamdulillah, ramadhan datang lagi. hehe.

i was off to Tg Tualang (TT) on sat'day morning. went back with kak long. came back to BS around 6-ish today. it was raining the whole journey. but i was very fortunate cos there were not many cars. i suppose, all of 'em decided to kick-off right after berbuka kot. hehe.

nways, it was a lazy weekend, i would say. didnt do much. stayed home and watchin' tele the whole time. watched the merdeka parade yesterday. like dugh. didnt like it. i thot' it was pants, lame and boring. Malaysia's 51st birthday did not deserve such a celebration. tak de umph langsung. no energy, no fire, no nothing! whatever la kan? yang penting... MERDEKA! MERDEKA! MERDEKA! love you MALAYSIA.

my first day of puasa today went pretty well. didnt feel tired or hungry or thirsty or anything like that. cool. really hope that my fasting this year would be smooth sailing and complete. hehe. insya'Allah. 8-)

its almost midnite. gtg! esok nak bangun sahur. have a great ramadhan al-mubarak people! ... and MERDEKA!

there goes..

2008-08-28T06:04:00.000-07:00

i got a called from my 'future' house-mate to say that he might not be able to move in this month. he'd like to postpone it to after hari ra-ra! hmm. whatever-lah. im kinda sad cos i was expecting him to be around during the fasting month. but, i guess there goes the plan of having someone to talk to at home. huhu. back to square one, im talking to the wall again. hehe.

... it doesnt really matter-lah. not a big deal pun. its just an idea. i still can get by with or without kawan serumah. 8-)

oh ya! remember back in July, where i sat for this exam thingy. i passed. i actually passed and get myself certified. cool. when i reached at my desk (at work) this morning, i saw this A4 envelope with my name on it. there's this logo on the envelope that looks rather familiar but i didnt quite recall where i've seen it. huhu. nways, i took my sweet time and i finally opened it. OMG! its the result from the exam that i took in July and it said CONGRATULATIONS! YOU HAVE PASSED THE EXAMINATION! wow! i just couldnt believe it. im sure someone has put the result on my desk. so i immediately logged on to my e-mail and looked out for that particular e-mail. yes! found it. out of 16 staff that sat the exam, only 10 passed. and i was one of the 10 people. its just so cool and awesome. YES! YES! YESSS!

the result has really made my day. today, despite i had this half-a-day long-winded programme, i still had fun. i still enjoyed my Thursday.

GOD, thanks so much for today!

invitation to watch that ' love machine'

2008-08-26T19:32:00.000-07:00

im not much of a movie-go-er but today, i might go and watch myself that 'love machine' movie - Wall-E with jai, md amid and hisham - my three best colleagues! huhu.

i've read mus' review, very intriguing. im gonna get myself some 'loves' and bring it home to BS. hehe. perhaps, later in the evening i'd be making 'love'. opps..!

*lets make love and not war* - jom?

little-kitchen and durian

2008-08-26T06:14:00.001-07:00

after work, yesterday i went to carefour sj with jai. since gaji dah masuk, huhu.. i bought myself some additional 'stuff' for my little-kitchen, again. yes! believe it or not, i spent over rm100 for 'em. it was a good buy, though. hehe. thanks jai for being there and helping me out buying and choosing the right 'stuff'. cool. now my little-kitchen is kinda full with 'stuff' that i've bought and i did some re-arranging last nite right after i came home. but still i need few things. emm. i guess they can wait. i could buy 'em later-lah. most importantly, i dont want to spend too much money for my 'kitchen-department'. huhu.

today was good. had lunch with jai and md amid at this place called 'metro'. quite a nice place as it offers a variety of malay dishes. ada ikan bakar, all the 'malay' lauk-pauk, ulam-ulaman, sambal belancan, tempoyak dan loads of other sambals lagi ar. mmg best. but we seldom go to 'metro' as its a 10-minutes drive from our office. so, kalau ada urusan jek we all will stop by for lunch. :-O

on the way back, we were guffing and talking about buah durian. i must say that jai and md amid, are durian lovers. huhu. good for them. unfortunately, im not into durian. hmm. strange but true. i never liked durian since i was a kid. you could ask my parents and siblings about this. dont get me wrong, i dont hate durian nor im playing 'classy' nor 'kekwat' or anything like that. i do eat 'em but for about 2-3 ulas jek. thats it. i guess i dont quite enjoy the taste of it. i dont mind the smell tho'. hehe. so anything that has durian flavour in it, is definitely not my cup of tea. im sorry guys - no pulut durian and ice-cream durian for me. tapi klu you invite me to your house, and you're having a durian buffet, of course i'd eat 'em but i wont enjoy myself that much la kot. 8-)

i dont know what im missing ey? *sigh*

dapur gas & electric kettle

2008-08-25T00:52:00.000-07:00

lunch time was fun. huhu. dashed to Mydin with md amid and jai. cheers guys for accompanying me this afternoon. since ramadhan is just around the corner, i decided to by dapur gas and electric kettle for my little-kitchen. hehe. this definitely come in handy. from tonite onwards, i can always make myself a cup of hot coco and instant maggie mee. yess! thanks to gedung Mydin for selling the goods at the cheapest price ever. totally! 8-o

still waiting for my new house-mate to move in. he's supposed to bring his stuff this week. cool. i dont know why but im pretty excited. huhu. i guess, knowing the fact that i wont be talking to the walls anymore; it 'excites' me a lot. haha.

again, jemput la mai umah! heh...

8-)

UTN 1 - Loughat el Ain لغة العين

2008-08-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

i just saw top10@artlebanon.com on ch-111. i fell in love with this UTN 1's song - Loughat el Ain. i think it's at no 5 this week. hehe. it sounds so malay and catchy. i like!

UTN 1 - iraqi pop band

.. at least this song cheers me up a bit!

8-)

where are you?

2008-08-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

where are all my friends when i need 'em?
when i moved to my new crib, i thot they're gonna come and visit me
its been more than 30 days
but none came by
just to say hi..!

where are my close friends, when im lonely?
when i plan to see them, they already made other arrangements
oh.. im working this weekend!
oh.. im doing this and that at the moment!
oh.. im with friends!
oh.. im going outstations!
oh.. i'll see you later!
left me wondering and thinking
what to do and where to go?
have they forgotten me?

where are you my dearest friends, when i need you?
am i that far away?
that you decide not to come here to see me?
why do i always have to go to there?
to your place?
why can't you come and visit me instead.. just once?

where are you my buddies, when im feeling bored?
i guess, i am all forgotten
i guess, im fading away
i guess, im not needed anymore

where are all my friends when i need 'em?
when i moved to my new crib, i thot they're gonna come and visit me
i guess, i was wrong
i guess, moving to the new place was not a great idea after all
i guess, im a bit too far for 'em now
i guess, bkt subang is not as 'hip' as KL or uptown
i guess, with that i understand

so here i am, my truely friends
in this lonely 'land'
far away from the 'happening' places
far away from your homes sweet homes
its really sad and frustrating to know
that my best friends have long gone
leaving me all alone

so here i am, without you by my side
i'll be fine
i'll be alright
alone...
in this place i called home!

thank God its the weekend

2008-08-21T19:02:00.000-07:00

ellen degeneres is one of my all time favourites stand-up comedian. i've seen her first time on TV back in '96-97 (lebih kurang ar..) when TV3 aired the 'Ellen' sitcom. it was one of the witty, quirk and funny sitcoms ever. i fell in loved with 'Ellen' instantly. huhu. in one of her shows, she came up with this funny acronym - TGITWE (she pronounced it as 'th-git-we'). she wanted to create something new since TGIF was too common. but of course, it didnt work. her friends ignored her totally as they thought the acronym sounded weird and stupid. haha. unfortunately, 'Ellen' was banned (only in Malaysia) after it was shown for couple of years. :-(

so, thats basically what 'Ellen' is all about. she showcased the versatility of one of the best comedians of the 90s. she exhibited the combination of physical comedy of a modern day lucille ball and dry wit descended from jack benny. the result was hillarious. she still is funny. always make me smile when i see her on her talk show - The Ellen DeGeneres Show.

i think ellen, in away, follows the foot-step of Oprah. giving away money, gifts and all of that good deeds for the public and her audiences. cool stuff. Oprah did say - "the more you give, the more you will get back". i absolutely and totally agree with her. i'd definitely do the same if i have loads of money. hehe. insya'Allah.

nways, for those who didnt know (yet), ellen (50) is actually a lesbian. huhu. she just got married to Portia de Rossi (a super hottie 35yo) who is a star in Ally McBeal, Arrested Development, Nip/Tuck, and among others. they got married in 17-aug-2008 - last weekend in an intimate ceremony at their home in LA.

ellen (left) and portia

totally GEMPAR giler!!

foot-notes :
dont get me wrong. im not supporting nor against the lesbian/gay marriage. its definitely against ISLAM and i am all aware of that. i guess the marriage is between them and God. esok-lusa, pandai-pandai ler jawab soalan itew... hihi. *sigh...*

windy nite

2008-08-21T05:31:00.000-07:00

i reached home at half 6. prior that i stopped by to tapau nasik lemak at kedai kak long's tomyam. i tried it before and i liked it. the ayam goreng rempah is superb. hehe.

once home, i immediately washed my clothes and hit the shower. after maghrib, its makan time. huhu. now im watching the athletic olympic 4 x 100m relay men & women. the favourite team USA (both men & women) had a disasterous baton changed. hehe. they dropped it during the last changed. unbelieveable and full of drama. its like a curse! well, shit happens. im rooting for Jamaica teams to win. yesss!

nways, its quite windy tonite here in bkt subang. all the doors in my house are shaking and slammin'. it scared the hell out of me at first. heh. i could be a penakut at times. i think its gonna rain any minute now. that's good. i like rain. but rain can give me the blues too. huhu.

today was just great... *sigh*

8-)

its wet thursday morning

2008-08-20T21:22:00.001-07:00

now, am back at my desk. really enthusiast to start work (NOT). hehe. but, what the heck, im still gonna enjoy my work today. its cold and wet. and most importantly, my boss (pak jan) is on a 3-day course. yes! on second thot, it doesnt really make any difference if he's in the office or not. like dughh! jahat aku kan?

nways, it was a great laid back and rilex day at home yesterday. i did nothin' except on and off i'd be browsing the internet. most of the time spent watchin' oprah, ellen, MTV, channel [V], crime and investigation, netgeo, discovery ch, HBO, cinemax, star movies and of course, the olympic channel. huhu. but, cant do that often cause i might ended up being a super-lazy 'couch potato' kinda person and i wont be havin' fun no more. totally! then again, i dont really hv a couch at home so im good. haha!

ok. back to work! catcha later ya...

yippie ya yeahh...

2008-08-19T18:44:00.001-07:00

im on leave today. yes! im just gonna hang out at home watching tele. but im gonna have to go to kak long's office jap to take some stuff. while there, i might have lunch with her. we'll see la how things go.

apart from that... em. nothing much i guess. im just so happy that today is my rest day and i dont have to think about work and all that shit in the office. haha. dont get me wrong. i love my office and my work ok!

i aint gonna write much this morning. just feeling happy and lazy. huhu. i'll write more in my next entry ya. 8-)

thats it uols. i will definitely enjoy my wednesday!

take care!